I like Isak, and Nora

"That cute smile"

Isak

- You can enter the room. He has been over 9 hours unconscious and your face was the last one he saw. If he screams or does anything weird you get the fuck out of the room. You understand me?
- Yeah, I do. Anything I should tell him?
- Maybe he doesen't remember about hearing your voice. Maybe he thinks that he only fell on the bike. Try to know what he knows before acting and if he desen't know about the attack do not, I repeat DO NOT tell him.
- Understood

And so I entered the room. And there I saw Paul or what was left of him. During the attack he broke his both legs, his both arms and got hit in the face with the wrench. When I saw him somethimg broke inside me. To this day I still think that I wasn't conscious of what had happened until I saw his body in the hospital.

Eventually he noticed I was there, standing straight in the door looking at him. He looked at me and smiled. One of the most disgusting smiles I have ever seen. Half of his teeth were compltely broken and he had blood on mouth. I had to, I am sorry but I had to attack him because of his looks.

- Well, we now know who is not getting all the girls in class. -I started
- Well, neither are you. Not because you look bad. You are a really cute guy but... you don't want them do you? -he said laughig. I admit, it was a disgusting face because of the hit but it still was that cute smile.
- Wha... what do you mean?
- While on the attack, that asshole was calling me Isak. Man, they were going for you for being gay -he said. The problem with me at that moment was that I still wasn't sure if I liked him or not. I wasn't out of my closet yet.
- Paul, I don't think I'm gay. I really don't know what the fuck I am

Silence spread slowly through the room. It felt as an eternity. Eventually we heard a voice outside "LET ME IN" it screamed as someone smashed through the door and a 17 year old girl entered the room. She looked at me and asked if I was Isak, when I told her that I was Isak she slapped my face. She then looked to Paul who was looking at me and started crying.

- I don't care how much it takes me, I don't care what... -she started
- Clara. Listen to me, things like this happen, the police are taking care of the situation and Isak is here. No one will attack me for wearing a pink shirt. -Paul interrupted her
- I think I should give you both space... - I started
- NO -Clara screamed- first if you hadn't move here nothing would have happened. Second -she said as she grabbed 5£ and gave them to Paul- Paul you were right, his eyes are amazing. And third, third Isak you better be gay.
- Umm... -I started- Paul, have you told this... Clara about me
- I told her about your eyes
- Well, I told my parents about your smile. Yeah, that cute broken smile. -I answered back
- Now I'm the one who should leave -Clara said
- Totally -we answered Paul and I.

And so I met Clara. And so I went sorta out of the closet. And so I went back to PaRa (PaRa=Paul+Nora) then Paul's parents entered the room and I could talk outside with Clara. She was a really funny and cute girl. I am starting to think that I only use cute to describe girls. Well, it was a really long morning waiting for Paul's family to chill and let us talk again.

Well, I am sorry for doing this to Paul and not writing before. I have had selectividad and I have been with this exams for the past week.  I am going to start writing in a more programmed way for now.
Whatever, this chapter is dedicated to everyone who is currently doing exams. They are part of our life and they are shut but once we finish the feeling is amazing , good luck with your exams :)