I like Isak, and Nora

"You Like Football Now?"

Nora

Once this both guys strated playing football I just couldn't but to start going to their games, at first it was really boring, I was completely alone so I just took my headset and used my time to write. At first I continued Mr. Gómez's assignments but since I was in a football field I couldn't focus on what I was doing so I just sat there listening to "Life Is Strange's" Soundtrack and watching both playing football, sounds boring doesen't it?

Well, it actually wasn't boring, high school is not one chilling place so being able to chill outside was good, I first only went to the matches but since it was really hot there I decided instead going to training, it was colder and since there wasn't so much noise I could write, do homework, study...

But I saw something, Paul and Isak were not part of the group, it seemed as if they just weren't from the team and Tim (the coach) just didn't care whenever Bryce attacked them. He just looked away as if Bryce was untouchable or something. The first week I remained silent. I knew what happened in the showers and my heart crushed whenever they entered the showers after training. One day while I was sitting watching the training I felt a pat on my shoulder, I turned around and found a cat, a black cat. Since I am a really hardcore internet user I adore cats so I just started playing with him. Then I saw his owner, I knew her but couldn't figure out where she was from.
 - Hi -she said as she approached me- can I sit here with you?

 - Sure, the cat is yours? -I said

 - Yeah, well it's actually from my brother but since he is a total prick he never takes him anywhere so it's my cat I guess -She said- sorry by the way of the cat disturbing...

 - No, no no, don't say sorry, I say thank you for letting me touch your cat. -I stopped her- look, I have a feeling that I know you but can't really say where from.

 - Two?, three months ago? I was with Giselle, I went to the hospital because she told me that Paul got attacked, I am really sorry for that -She answered while patting her cat- why are you here alone?

 - I am not alone, I came to watch them play -I said while pointing to the field

 - So... you like football now? -She asked weirded out

 - No, it's not football that I like it's...

 - It's Paul who you like -She interrupted me

 - Listen to me, Paul and I we are just friends... for fucks sake, you are LGTBQ+ and you are at the moment being heteronormative

 - Wait, are you LGTBQ+? -she asked then

 - No, I am just an ally of the movement, I don't even know your name
 - My name is Alex -She then answered

 - Alex? that is a boy name -I said

 - That is because I used to be one, but since Alex can be used on both I kept my original name, I am a transgender girl.

I then hugged her and kissed her cheeck but I heard something "Woooo, lesbian kissing" I looked at the field and saw Bryce looking at us, and after the problem at the showers I did it, I looked at Alex's eyes and started kissing her, first slowly, then we speed up, I really liked it and since I was possibly fucking up Bryce's head I felt good. We kissed for around a minute, just fucking up Bryce, then we stopped, looked at Bryce and instead saw Isak and Paul kissing while Bryce was shouting "Faggots" The training hadn't finished but the four of us didn't care, I went to Paak (Paul+Isak) and told them we should leave. Tim approached us and said that we could all leave, but we shouldn't make this the norm. 

Then we went to drop Alex's cat and to a restaurant to have dinner all together. Then the questions came:

 - So... are you gay? -I asked Isak

 - Nope, we did it just to fuck up with Bryce's head -Paul answered- I am not gay and neither is Isak

 - Cool, we did it because of the same reason -I said

 - Nora, no heterosexual girl would kiss so long and so well to another girl, you probably don't know yet or you are just fucked up inside at the moment -Alex started- I know this is difficult but maybe you are bi. Maybe you don't know yet but I should tell you. -Then she looked at both Paul and Isak- the thing is possiby the same with you both. But you need to think this by yoursleves, I am here anyway if you need help.

 - Hey Alex, when we were kissing today -I said after a long silence- I kinda liked that

 - There you go, but this might not mean anything though.

After dinner I took Alex home, right when we got there she told me that she will be coming to the next training "You like football now?" -I asked laughing.

I guess you understand now the title of the book, unless you read the description lol, so this chapter is dedicated to everyone who is Q (Questioning) if you found the book because of this I hope I can help but as Mr. Gómez said you have to make this voyage alone, you can have people to help but it is you and only you, I will try to focus a bit more on the development of the sexual orientation of Nora so that I can help if at the moment you are Q (Questioning), well, good luck on your voyage :D Also this chapter is dedicated to C's mom who thinks that I am "Super Gay".

Anyway I hope you liked the chapter, I will now start the next one :)