I like Isak, and Nora

Isak's Letter

Evidence 03

Letter written by suspect 4, Isak to suspect 5, Mr. Gómez as part of a school assignment

Bonus: I Sang A Kiwi (isak)

It took 18 and 24 years respectivelly for my parents to come out to themselves, this is the toughest part of alll.

I am aware that I do not have to give in this assignment until next week, however last time I wrote I kinda managed to think and ended up pretty well, yesterday something happened at the showers, right after training, B attacked P (I don't want to use names because I don't want to get anyone in trouble)

Once we finished training P and I we talked as we entered the showers, there we found B, he called us both "faggots" and started attacking P, he was still holding my hand when B pushed him, and I saw him fall to the floor, naked. It was then when I remembered that I once told him he had a really cute smile. Just at that moment I called it, P liked me and I was seeing him in one of the worst conditions a person can be.

I just turned and left, I managed to avoid coach so I left and went home. I abbandoned him while they were attacking him. I left my best friend surrounded by bullies. I abbandoned a guy who has a crush on me in the middle of a fight. The problem is that I don't know if I like him or not, I can't be gay, people would attack my parents since they are gay. I can't be gay. Also I know I'm not gay, I have liked girls in the past, what am I?

I know i'm not bi, that is 50/50 and that totally is not me, however I am not able to put numbers into it. Or maybe I'm just confused because I think a guy likes me and I don't like him and I really don't want to hurt him. 

Also I can't ask my parents, they would surely get anxious about the whole situation. This fastwriting thing really does help. I will write the main task for next week, thanks for letting me write this... This is actually not a letter... thanks for letting me write this thing.

Isak

Mr. Gómez's Answer: Hi Paul, I am afraid that you are starting a trip that you have to go alone, however this is good for you, you will end up knowing yourself, I know that is not easy but you have me. You have a lot of people to help you, however you have to walk this lonely road alone. I want to talk with you, meet me tomorrow at my office so we can talk, and don't worry about Paul (yeah, I got his name although I don't know who is B). Good friends can be recovered with a cup of tea and some biscuits. Good luck and see you tomorrow.