I like Isak, and Nora

The Beggining of the end I

Paul

It all went pretty chill afterwards, eventually I really got along with Isak, even more and I don't really know how I started going out with Isak, not as friends, I guess this is how you find out, I am not gay, I thought I was heterosexual, and maybe I was but not with Isak... 

Let's be real, if you like a guy, you are a guy and you used to like a girl you are definitely are Bi, I believe that this is how you kinda figure out everything.

After Isak and I started going out, Nora and Alex also started kinda going out, Clara however closed herself. She stopped talking to us, distance hurts I guess. One day, possibly two or three months after starting going out with Isak we went to the cinema to watch Wonder Woman, then we both went home. When I got home I found the door opened and the garage door painted with graffity "Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve". I called 911 and entered the house to find everything thrown to the floor. My pride flag had been burned with my copy of "Two Boys Kissing". I walked out from my house and called Isak who found the exact same scene, I then called Alex who didn't answer her phone, neither did Nora.

When the police arrived home I told them everything I knew. Why am I telling you this now, you already have the records? (···) 

Then the cops went to Nora's house to find the exact same scene. When they got to Alex's one it was worst. The house was on fire. The firemen did all they could but only Nora got saved, Alex burned to death, so did her hamster, her cat and her brother. Alex and Nora were sleeping when it happened. The fire woke up Alex's brother who started screaming... Then Alex went for her brother as Nora's broke the window of the dormitory and half naked left the house. There she found Alex's parents who had just arrived. The firemen got there too late.

Then I arrived, got Nora some clothing and gave her a crying shoulder, however she wasn't crying, she didn't react to Alex's death. She just couldn't, eventually she became my crying shoulder.

I took a few days off from school, Bryce became more agressive, one morning he called me Adam, then walked to Isak and called him Steve. Then I knew. I jumped to his back and smashed his head against the locker, then he turned around and punched me in the face, I managed to grab his head and pushed him back, then Isak smashed his head with a book. Bryce fell to the floor. I rushed to Isak and hugged him. When I looked around I found half of the football team; "It's Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve" said one of them.

I turned around and started running, running for my life because they were the ones who burned Alex alive. I got to the principal office, opened the door and found Bryce's parents talking with him. I turned around and started running again to Mr. Gomez's class. When I got to the hall that lead to his class I found the groupof Bryce's followers at the door. And Isak with them.

I turned around, took my phone and called Clara, no answer, I called Nora, no answer, I turned around and looked at Isak at his eyes, he bursted into tears. One of the boys hit his stomach.

 - Men don't cry -said the boy who hit Isak

 - Men don't burn a girl to death -I answered

 - It wasn't a girl, he just was a psycho -Said a voice behind me, I turned around and found Bryce

 - You are disgusting -I said while I looked for a teacher. Then the fire alarm went off. All the adults were outside the school.

 - Well, you are the one who is possessed by a demon as Pastor Mc Greggor would say. -said again the same voice inside the group where Isak was
 - Pastor Mc Greggor is facing charges for pederasty. -Isak said

 - We all make mistakes, also they are not proved. -Said Brice as he approached Isak- You know? I still have that scream in my head, the hamster crying. Poor little creature, at least he died for a good cause.

I couldn't hold it any longer, I turned around and left Isak there. I would have started crying and they would have attacked the both of us. Before opening the door in order to leave the school I turned around and screamed to Bryce that god would also take him to hell for killing Alex and her brother. He then screamed "His, HIS BROTHER". I left the school. When I got home I called Clara again, no answer. I booked a bus to her house for the following day.

So everything needs to come to an end, I started this book because I wanted to try to write a love story, I have written a drama. I'd like to start by saying thanks to everyone who has read this book from the beggining, in less than 2 weeks I will finish it. 

Most importantly this book is dedicated to all trans girls-guys. There is a lot of work to do for acceptance still. I really want to say sorry for this chapter because I have to admit, it is really strong. I also want to say sorry for not writting earlier, my grandma has been in the hospital and I had to do all the chores in my house. I will try to write a bit more regularly from now on, have a good summer.

Finally about the main chapter I want to say that if you are trans and your family doesen't accept you I can addopt you :)

Good Luck.