I like Isak, and Nora

"Your Towel Is Falling"

Paul

I had never showered with another person in the same room, that is the reason I freaked out when coach told Isak that we had to shower there all training days twice. I really freaked out because I didn't wanted anyone to see me... well... naked. So I just had to deal with it. I held Isak's hand and entered the damn place. We moved to the end of the showers and there I undressed myself and took a fucking shower.

However everyone was sort to itself, everyone was kinda shy because... well, you are showering with random people, not being shy in such a moment is being a fucking psycho. At least was what I thought, you see, when we both entered the place a massive silence also entered the place. We were the new guys and we surely weren't jocks so I kinda understood that. However once I was done showering I understood what had happened. 

I opened my locker and found it empty, then this guy, Bryce appeared:

 - Hey, what's wrong, where are your clothes? -He asked, laughing

 - I guess I should ask you that, what have you done with them? -I answered, expecting trouble. I wasn't wrong on expecting trouble.

 - Look you piece of shit, don't accuse me of your shit, or else... -He started

 - Or else what, are you going to drug me? -I answered and immidiately regreted it.

First it was the push to my locker, then I felt the cold metal on my skin and then... Then my mind exploded, my mind had this flashback shit or something, it just took me again to the attack, to when that asshole hit me with that wrench, it was the same cold metal, the same reaction and my body acted in a weird way.

I pushed him back and then when I looked in his eyes I felt the rage, I, the new guy had just pushed the captain of the team on the lockers right before training, and if that wasn't enough I then acted as nothing. "Your Towel Is Falling, I don't want to see your... oh never mind, you don't have one, you just pick on new guys to feel as you had one". I then proceeded to ignore the situation and looked for my clothes.

Once I found them, and believe me, it took me way longer than expected I went out to the field where coach awaited me with a long face:

 - It is your first day and you have attacked Bryce, he is the captain of the team -He said immidately

 - He attacked me first and now I need to do my rehab, I went to the police about the drug issue. So I need this rehab. Shall we start? -I answered him

So we did start and Oh My GOD of we started, I have never run so much in my life. I ended completely exhausted and went back to the showers to clean myself up and go home, but when I entered the showers and found Bryce I knew that thing wasn't going to end there. I approached Isak and faked conversation with him so that we could shower, but then Bryce had to open his shitty mouth:

 - I just wanted to say that only fags talk while they shower, and I don't want any fag looking at my dick so mind you both get out of here? -He said, funny part was that he was also showering but...

 - Look Bryce, I just want to end my rehab as soon as possible so cut that shit, just you care about your shit and I care about mine. -I answered him

 - Are you giving me an order now? -He said as he approached me, again I felt the rage on his eyes.

And so he pushed me, the floor was slippery so I fell to the floor, I then blushed, all the adrenaline dissapeared. I was being bullied, I was at the floor of the showers, naked and there were a lot of boys around. I am really embarrassed of this but I remember blushing half because of the situation and half because of Isak, he was seing me showering, my mind hadn't assimilated that until that precise moment. And then I broke to cry. I got to the corner of the showers and started crying. "Fucking faggot" I heard Bryce say, then others repeated it. I then looked for Isak's face but couldn't find it. 

He had abbandoned me.

This is the first time I finish a chapter so late, it is 3:35 AM and I am dying at the moment but I really wanted to write so you have been lucky :D

Saturday 1 of August 2017 is the parade for LGTBQ+ pride in Madrid, the capital of Spain and if you have pressed any kind of attention throughout the story you can see that there is a part of LGTBQ+ in the story so I just wanted to dedicate this chapter to anyone who is LGTBQ+ and is having any kind of problems at the moment, if you are LGTBQ+ and your parents don't accept you my words aren't going to change your day because you should already know this, for each asshole attacking you for being LGTBQ+ there is an entire community of people to help you, it is not easy to tell some people to fuck off but if your life depends on it do not doubt. Do not live on a place where they do not like you. And remember, if you have haters it is because you are doing something well done, and you know what you have correctly done? Identifying yourself. You managed to know what exactly you are, and in 2017 that is not easy.

Good luck and happy World Pride Madrid 2017