Be looked at, be judged, be happy...

Chapter 25

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I cut my hair so half of it is shaved and the other half is long and straight. I have my "emo" outfit on and my baby is amazing. He does a little spin for me, asking me how he looks, I say, "As breath-taking  as ever. You're a demon in an angelic disguise...". He chuckles and comes close to me, I instinctively move back, not sure if I should trust him yet. He stops, understanding that I'm still scared. I sigh in relief that he didn't charge again. My walkie goes off, "Ms. Acuna, You go on in 20.". I take a deep breath and I feel a hand on my shoulder, "Don't worry, you'll kill it out there. And I'll be watching in the front row.". I say, "Thank you, for the support..." he smiles and says, "Don't worry, you're my girlfriend, it's my job.". I nod and I go to the green room, starting to warm-up. I hit my highest note, and go as low as I can a few times, warming up my voice. I'm going to do my normal covers, since I'm not signed and big yet. I want to start writing though. Richie, Johnnie, and the others meet me in the green room, getting ready to perform with me. "Don't worry, you'll have the stage to yourself for 30 minutes, then we make your entrance.", Richie says. I nod at this, sort of thankful that I have some alone time. My walkie blares at me, scaring me to death, "Ms. Acuna, you go on in 10.". My breathing stops, time goes by fast when you're stressed. I'm freaking out because this is the first time in front of an actual crowd. Besides interviews and performing at school, but that's different. My walkie gives me the signla, "Destint, take stage, you're on in 5. Black Veil Brides are saying bye.". I want to turn it off because the more I hear it's voice, the more my throat closes. But I need to break this habit, I can't choke up on stage. I walk out of the green room and onto the side-stage. I see Andy, Ashley, CC, Jinxx, and Jake line up side-by-side, taking hands and bowing, blowing kisses and giving thanks to their fans. I watch this an my eyes water. They love their fans so much, and they would take a bullet for them, like Andy said in the interview with Bryan. Bryan asked, "Why did you decide to do this career? Why does it mean so much to you?", Andy says, "The fans aren't fans, they are friends... wait no. They're family, without them, there is no us. And we are all pieces of shit, but they don't see that. They see idols that hey can follow, they see people that they can love and trust, they see us making music that's relatable for them. So that's why this is so important to me, because we save lives, we save people from giving up, we give inspiration, and that makes me feel needed...because I was struggling too, so it makes me feel like this was my purpose of living.". I see his answer displayed right in front of me. I smile and think to myself, 'I hope I mean the same to them...'. Andy and the boys come to the side stage and tell me, "You got this, don't let them down, they love you...". I nod and they leave. I hear the intercom and my walkie at the same time, "Next up! Destiny Acuna!". I take a deep breathe and take the stage. I run and shout to everyone. They cheer and scream for me, and there was a girl that screamed, "I LOVE YOU DESTINY. I FUCKING LOVE YOUUUUU!". I laugh in the mic and scream, "I LOVE YOU TOOO!". She screams to her friends, "OMG SHE HEARD ME!". I laugh and speak, "Guys, as you know, I'm not signed or yet, "big", so I'm going to do a LOT of covers. But, I do have one surprise for you okay? SO LET'S GET THIS SHOW STARTED!!!!". Everyone screams and I pick up my electric guitar...

Jaime's POV

I hear a starting of notes from a guitar. All I hear is how every single girl is screaming, "DESTINY I LOVE YOUUU!" or "CAN YOU PLEASE MARRY/DATE ME!!!". I laugh to myself and look in the mirror, making sure I look hot for her. I know she loves me, but I get jealous when a girl is drooling all over her. She's mine and no one seems to understand that... I go to the side stage watching her performance. She's singing to I Prevail and is holding the mic, letting the audience sing a verse. She takes it back and jumps, playing the guitar like it's her baby. The rips the cords, and sings into the mic, her angelic voice filling the stadium. I remember why I fell so hard for her, and how I can't lose her. She head bangs and her hair sticks to her slightly sweaty face. The song ends and everyone screams. She goes up to the mic, breathing heavily, "DO YOU GUYS WANT MOREEEE!" and they lose themselves. She chuckles and backs away, she does a little solo to pass time, thinking of another song to do. Her solo is when she makes the guitar scream high, in Like A Stone by Audioslave.

 She puts down the electric and picks up an acoustic. She walks up to the mic, "I only have 20 minutes, so the rest is gonna be calm. Get a lover, family member, friend, a random person, or whoever you came with and pull them close. These songs are for you...". People scream and she looks in the crowd for someone, is she looking for me? She tries to play it off by looking down at the guitar, and looks side stage, she sees me and her face lights up. "I wanna give a special shoutout, to my amazing, wonderful, love of my life fiance. Who taught me so much about staying alive for each other...so please welcome, Jaime Preciado!". She extends her arm to give me a signal to come on stage, but I don't car about them, I only care about the beautiful girl staring at me. I run up to her and pick her up, she laughs and buries her face in my neck. We look at each other and kiss and everyone cheers. I set her back down, and we sing... 

together...

Then he sings this to me....

And I sing this to him...

to him...

We sing this song together and the other artists come up. They promote their own song and sometimes I'll join them. After our set, we had intermission so that way Pierce The Veil could finish getting ready. They had a little circle with Kellin so that way they could start off with King For A Day. Intermission finishes and I go up to Jaime. I cup his face in my hands and I kiss him. I tell him about the fan that I kissed and he excused it, knowing that I do it for them. He picks up my hand and says, "No matter what, always remind yourself what I am to you..." and he looks at my ring. I nod and he leaves my arms, jumping up on stage. The crowd cheers and I shake my head. My little ball of sunshine...