King of Nothing

Now

"Aha! I have solved the mystery of Mr. Noah Marverick." Casey shouts, she sounds very proud of herself. 

"Oh yeah, you think you've solved the mystery Scooby Doo? I doubt it." I smirk, and walk away.

"Yes, I started asking around at work and Liz told me." Casey says while grinning. Damn her, why does she have to go snooping where her nose doesn't belong. 

"What did she tell you?" I feel sort of betrayed in a way. 

"She was sort of vague about it too. I sort of feel bad for hammering her with questions time and time again, but I have to. You helped me and it's only fair I do my best to help you." Casey replies.

"Okay." I say. Casey stands there awkwardly, and balances back and forth on the balms of her feet, it almost looked like she was shivering. 

"Alright I'll just come out and say it. She told me that you two were once married and that something shocking happened between the two of you - although she didn't say what - and that I am to never speak of or mention your name again." Casey explains. It's sad because she is one-hundred percent correct. 

"Is what Liz shared with me correct or...is it a lie. She had such a pokerface on her that I couldn't tell if she was fibbing me or not." Casey asks trying to redconfirm her conspiracy theory. 

"I am afraid that yes, you are correct." I say, slanting my face, gradually moving it away from Casey. I'd raather save and hide all of the embarrassment. 

"Wow, that is so sad. I'm sorry." Casey says. "Is there anything I can do to help?" Casey then carries on to smiling. Does she think it's comforting or something? Because it's not. 

"No, leave me alone." I say, quite bluntly. It does the trick though, it shuts her right up. 

"Oh, um, okay. What ever happened to you that made you such an asshole." Casey spits. "You better tell me soon, because I don't think I can stand this attitude much longeer. So if I were  you I'd smartn up and look at life with a knew and fresh mind. SIlver Linings baby! I can only ever help to make things better for you when you decide to open up." 

Its sad, but it is right. I need to stop dwelling in all the pain, suffering, and death. It's not healthy. Maybe I should open up to Casey. Maybe Casey is the cure to my suffering. I think I have to tell her everything, but how?