off the map, emilio martinez.

chapter seventeen.

TRIGGER WARNING

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN,
tegans pov

i kind of just want to go out and not be at this dinner with emilio right now.

i love him so much but i just want to be alone for a little.

"can i be excused? i just want to be alone." i asked.

"okay.." emilio frowned.

i got up from my seat and headed out of the front door of the team ten house.

i walked around of a while and ran into a girl that was sitting on the curb smoking a cigarette.

"hey." the girl said.

"hey." i said.

"wanna hit?" she asked.

i have never smoked before but i thought it would be a good idea for try it out to see how it feels.

"sure." i sat down on the curb next to the girl.

she handed me her cigarette so i placed it between my lips. i inhaled way too much so i coughed up a storm.

"ever smoke before?" she laughed.

"nope , this is my first time." i replied.

"you will get used to it." she said.

"what's your name?" i asked.

"angie reed, what's yours?" she said.

"tegan may." i replied.

"what are you doing walking around this late at night?" she asked.

"needed to clear my mind." i said.

"same."

"i think we will he good friends." i said.

"me too." she smiled.

i handed her the cigarette back and she took a few hits before handing it back to me.

i took a hit and i did not cough as much as i did the first time i tried.

"what you clearing your mind for?" she asked.

"just thinking about my parents and i feel like i am fucking up with my boyfriend. i do not want to ruin him." i said.

"what's wrong with your parents?" she asked.

"my mother is an alcoholic and she lets her boyfriend abuse me for no reason. i have been staying with cousin for a little and before then i stayed at my best friends house." i said.

"wanna sleep over tonight if you do not want to be with your cousin tonight?" she asked.

"sure."

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we got to her house and it was pretty big and had a few cars in the drive way.

"my parents are never home so wanna get drunk?" she asked.

"yes!!!" i yelled.

she walked over to the cabinet and grabbed two bottles of vodka. she handed my whipped cream vodka and had caramel for herself.

i opened the bottle vodka and started chugging it.

after two more bottles of vodka , i was hammered. i grabbed my phone and started to text emilio but angie snatched my phone out of her hand.

"wanna dye your hair a better color?" she asked.

"sure!!!" i said in a drunken haze.

she grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs to the bathroom.

i heard knocks from the front door and ran back downstairs. i opened the door and a few hot guys were standing there.

"come on in boys!!" i yelled.

i stumbled back upstairs and angie dyed my hair to a brown color and blonde tips.

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"wanna go upstairs?" a hot boy asked.

"sure!" i smirked.

he pulled me up the stairs viciously but no one noticed.

we made it to a bedroom and he threw me onto the bed and locked the door behind me.

he pulled my clothes off of me and threw them on the ground. he did the same for his clothes.

he placed his dick inside of me and i started to freak out because i remembered that i still have a boyfriend.

"get off of me!" i yelled.

he continued not paying attention to what i was yelling.

"please stop!" i yelled.

"baby girl , i know you love it." he smirked.

i finally had the strength to push him off of top of me. i ran as fast i could out of that house and kept running without all of my clothes off.

a lot of people were either staring or taking pictures of me.

i finally got to the house and ran right inside and the boys were sitting in the kitchen staring at me as i ran up the stairs to tessa's room.

"what happened to you?" summer asked.

"are you drunk?" tessa asked.

"yes i am drunk mom and i do not want to talk about it right now. i just want to sleep." i said.

i put pajamas on and laid down on the air mattress on the floor. i can not fall asleep, i am terrified.

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