True To Your Heart (GxG)

Chapter Four

I woke up completely refreshed and feeling better than I had ever felt.

There was a strange yet comforting floral scent, and I felt oddly warm.

I opened my eyes, little by little, not really sure where I was or why it smelled so nice. But when I opened my eyes and found myself hugging Rebecca, one of my arms was wrapped around her while the other was simply on the blanket.

I pulled away, as if burned, but mostly because it felt weird. I've never had a sleep over, I've never slept in the same room as someone else. I'm usually alone.

But not just that, everyone thinks I'm perfect, which probably includes my sexuality being straight.

Yet here I am, on a girls bed and hugging her in a way too personal way.

I sat up on the bed, ignoring my rapid beating heart and the butterflies in my stomach. Or the fact that I was in the same room, and bed with the girl of my dreams. And I was pretty sure she was in my dreams last night.

“good morning.” I heard her melodic voice say.

I turned towards her, completely scared. Not even sure why though.

Maybe with the fact that if she had woken up a little but sooner she would of seen me hugging her. And that would have been awkward.

“Good morning” I said while turning to her, a huge smile on my lips. And for once, it was real, I was actually happy to see her. I usually am.

“would you like to go get breakfast?” she asked me while getting off the bed.

I stood up as well.

We were both wearing sleeping wear, which consisted of small shorts and she had on a pajama shirt, while I simply had on a tank top.

But she looked completely adorable.

Like one of those adorable dolls, she didnt have her glasses on but she still looked beautiful. Although, I do not understand the point of those glasses since they hide her beauty. But im kind of glad she wears them, this way no one can take her from me.

“Yea, lets go” I replied after a long moment of silence, mainly because I was openly staring at her.

“OK, lets go” she said while already walking to the door.

I couldn’t help but stare at her. My life would be complete if I could fall wake up like this every morning.

While at the dinner table, Rebecca and I sat next to each other while her brother sat in front of me.

“i still don’t understand why you refused to sleep in my room instead you slept in my susters room.” he said in his arrogant tone.

I wanted to scowl but kept my face completely neutral.

“we are not a married couple yet and it would be inappropriate for us to sleep in the same room.” I replied with the tone in which I talk to most people, as though I was royalty. People already treat me like I am.

“we are going to get married soon, which means your going to HAVE to sleep in my room.” he said, emphasizing the word 'have'.

I sighed. “what if I said I didn’t want to, would you simply find yourself a mistress?” I asked him, completely serious.

He seemed to think about it for a second. “I'd probably get a mistress anyways, but not before bedding my own wife.” he said while smiling at me.

His smile was attractive, even I must admit that, he probably smiled at a lot of females that way. And they probably ended up throwing themselves at him, but I'm not like that,

I hate guys like him would probably be the main reason, the second reason being that I have the biggest crush on his sister. I don’t think I would ever stop loving her and start loving him. Only a crazy person would make that change.

I scrunched up my nose while looking at him. “no thanks.” I replied in a monotone voice, completely uninterested.

“see, this is why I hate girls like you.” he said while scowling at me.

I stayed neutral. “like what?” I asked him in a menacing tone.

He continued to scowl. “Girls who think they are better than everyone, girls who believe that everything they say is right. Girls. Like. You.” he ended while standing up.

I continued to eat my bagel. “well too bad.” I responded while ignoring his death glare. “i was not put on this earth to please you, nor any other person. Who even said I like you.” I finally looked up at him. “in fact I would say that I loath you, you who think he is so much better than every guy at school, you who thinks he's all high and mighty and that everything he says goes. Just because you can throw a football and because your families wealthy. I despise people like you.” I finished while standing up and walking away. “I'm marrying you because its whats expected of me, not because I actually want to.”

I walked away before I could kill him, and before the stupid part of me blurted out what I wanted to.

That I would rather marry his sister than marry him.

And I would. I would do anything in order to get Rebecca to look at me like I matter to her. Like she cares.