*a/n- song inspired for this chapter! waves by dean lewis*
INCOMING CALL FROM
BABY
ACCEPT OR DECLINEe ; blue? are you okay?!
baby ; h-i-i baby
e ; please tell me you're okay please tell me
baby ; i'm fine ethan
e ; thank god, i was up all night thinking about you, waiting for someone to tell me if you were okay
baby ; aw i adore you, i'm fine ethan just a minor sprain on my back and fractured ankle i'm fine
e ; what
baby ; what
e ; that's not fine to me, you're falling to pieces
baby ; i'm not, if i was falling to pieces you would know
e ; i would be the first one there to cradle you. trust me on that. i wish this never happened.
baby ; ethan i just went out for a few drinks, i just drunk too much
e ; you could've really injured yourself
baby ; but i didn't?
e ; but you could've, very likely
baby ; don't assume things ethan
e ; i'm not i'm just looking out for you blue
baby ; i know but sometimes i need to breathe
e ; i am letting you breathe.
baby ; sometimes you don't
e ; do you need space? is that what you're telling me?
baby ; i didn't say that
e ; you implied it though
baby ; no ethan, you help me breathe but sometimes you don't need to inhale me.
e ; oh
baby ; ethan. you're my entire world, i just did some thing dumb and i'm very capable of being independent and looking after myself. i've always been like this. being by myself. all the time. that's until you came into my life.
e ; blue do you need space? just tell me directly i'm an honest person i need the same in return.
baby ; just a little.
e ; a little? like stop the calls? stop the comments? stop the facetime? just tell me blue
baby ; this is what i mean. i'm just asking you to relax.
e ; relax? okay
baby ; i'm sorry, i didn't mean for this to happen. everything is okay, just relax overall. you seem so tense all the time. please for me. this doesn't mean stop messaging me because i'm infatuated with you ethan. don't leave me, i'm just asking you to find a happy medium.
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NEPTUNE | ETHAN DOLAN
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