NEPTUNE | ETHAN DOLAN

thirty-two

INCOMING CALL FROM
BABY BLUE

ethan ;  HEY

blue ; WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME AT 5AM

ethan ;  cause i'm watching the sunrise and grayson isn't awake so i need someone to talk to

blue ; it's five in the fucking morning ethan

ethan ;  you sleep so much

blue ; that's because i never get sleep when i need it

ethan ;  i never sleep and i will never understand why

blue ; maybe because your mind keeps running and it won't stop because all you ever think about is why you're so stuck in ways that you'll never be able to escape because you think everything will be on a continuous loop

ethan ;  blue you're

blue ; rambling again i'm aware

ethan ;  it's kinda cute

blue ; kinda? all i ever do is ramble it isn't cute at all

ethan ;  it is omg larissa

blue ; stop calling me larissa omg

ethan ;  omg! sorry!

blue ; ...

ethan ;  okay hm

blue ; what's wrong with you today

ethan ;  nothing

blue ; u seem extra annoying today

ethan ;  oh thanks

blue ; i didn't mean it like that-

ethan ;  i got the memo. no need to tell me anymore.

blue ; ethan

ethan ;  don't you even

blue ; i'm sorry????

ethan ;  is that a question?

blue ; no i mean it

ethan ;  leave me alone larissa. or whatever your name is. i'm sick of this

blue ; sick of what?

ethan ;  you.

blue ; i haven't done anything wrong ethan what the fuck is going on?
—his voice echoes in her mind, like a song she couldn't get out of her head. she shakes her head in silence waiting for him to call back and apologise. but he never did.