dear you (8)

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Dear You,

Last time I wrote
a set of these,
I thought it would be
the last.

But it wasn't.
And I'm still writing.
We aren't together.
Yet I may love you.

I've told you
so many different
things lately,
truth is,

I don't even know
what the hell
I want
or feel.

But our love,
God, our love
was precious..
until it wasn't.

Until we got caught,
because early love
must be bad love.
We couldn't be trusted.

Until I was figured out,
because negative stress
isn't good, quite obviously.
It wasn't noticed before.

Until I had my privacy stripped,
because it's always better
for everyone else to know.
Clearly, it made things worse.

Until the thought was pushed
into my damn head,
and I can't help that
I let it take over.

And now we're here.
I, that girl, laying in bed,
writing another set of these
fucking poems.

And you, a guy,
trying to get over
a stupid girl
who isn't worth shit.

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