drown

33 2 0
                                    

I think about water, bodies of water
to drown my thoughts in.

I think about swimming,
swimming so deep my ears pop.

I think about sitting,
sitting at the bottom and breathing.

I think about drowning,
drowning my problems;

smothering them until they are only
clusters of bloody bubbles.

I want to breathe in,
breathe in the water to drown my own self.

Breathe until the pool becomes
full of bloody ripples and bubbles.

I breathe in the cold of the deep,
breathe until my lungs disintegrate.

The only thing I want
is to sit and to breathe in

water by the gallons,
to stay there

and watch the life
of the deep.

I think about breathing
underwater to drown my life away.

Where Are My Words? Where stories live. Discover now