Her Reality

Wonder

He stole my eye like a thief in the night,

How handsome he is when I saw him in the light,

Walking with broad shoulders, and his head held high,

Made me wonder...

Never spoken to him but I wondered,

What it was like to see his smile,

What it was like to be worth the while,

Never really knew what about him made me wonder so much the way I do now,

So I think,

And think,

About all the little things of what makes him seem like a very good person,

I saw him one more time,

Maybe I was next in line,

Cause he came to talk to me,

As if I was the one to be,

Was it fate?

Could he be my mate?

Everything was a wonder,

Cause when I saw him the first time, he made me wonder,

So what is this?

I'm so curious,

How suddenly I wonder and now he's asking me for my number,

The way he stares at me,

Feels like this could be a guarantee,

I swear I didn't know that a wonder would turn into something I eventually discover,

I still wonder what its like to feel him,

Lay next to him,

Hold onto him,

Just being with him,

All these fantasies running through my mind,

I know he don't have the time,

Cause he told me,

That he don't even believe,

In those type of fantasies,

He was once too deceive

He's not going to repeat,

Got me like damn,

I wonder if I could be the girl to change his mind,

I wonder if I could be the girl to make him feel something he couldn't unwind,

Maybe he could be the one,

Maybe I could be the one,

But its all spoken too soon,

Cause my heart been bust like balloon,

Once too many tries,

Once too many lies,

Now there's water in my eyes,

Cause I lost hope in you guys,

But I still wonder,

With him he doesn't seem to make me question,

He's a mystery,

That gives me chills as we share our chemistry,

Just like science,

We're probably like ionic compounds and ionic bonds,

Just meant to be,

So I will still wonder,

Even with feelings mutual,

He didn't cross my path for nothing,

He mean something,

Possibly a part of my new becoming,

I wonder,

What this could be,

For him and me,

We both lost the faith in love,

Because of what we tried of,

None of its possible,

Cause we're overwhelmed with the many obstacles,

That this love game won't be optional,

Its why if another heartbreak occurs it will be stoppable,

My mind is on a whole new level,

And with him I will be careful,

I'm just too curious,

That this could be the start of something finally serious,

He makes me wonder...

June 17th, 2017 @naeereckless