Love { Calum Hood }

22.) Life Isn't Fair

Savannah's P.O.V

Am I really ready to do this? No.

Is this the right thing to do? Yes.

Am I about to ruin my friendships even more than I did yesterday? Absolutely.

"Well, I don't really know how to say this without you hating me." I said quietly.

"Just tell me Sav, I can almost guarentee that I won't get mad. And I can promise that I won't hate you." He said and smiled slightly and looked down at my twiddling thumbs.

"There is no dead aunt. The real reason I ran out of the bowling alley is because I got really jealous of Kady." I said and Cal looked surprised.

"Do the other's know?" He asked, I nodded.

"Anything else?" He asked.

"The day we were playing mini golf and stuff I got really upset because you and Kady were so happy together, but I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach because of it." I confessed.

"Like what? Butterflies?" He asked, and I nodded once again.

"I had started getting them all the time when you were around, and I had no idea what they meant, until the day I saw Kady's ring on instagram and the butterflies went away and the lump appeared in my throat." I said, without making eye contact with him.

"I started pushing my friends, and my family further and further away. It's at the point that my mum called me a bitch and kicked me out. She want's nothing to do with me anymore." I said, a tear sliding down my cheek.

"And your dad?" Calum asked.

"He didn't stop her. He just let it happen." I said, sadly.

"Life isn't fair." Calum muttered.

"Says you. You have a perfect relationship and your mum still loves you." I mumbled under my breath.

"What?" Calum asked.

"Nothing. It's just, it's all my fault Cal. I've I wouldn't have fallen in love with you, this wouldn't have happened." I said, finally meeting his gaze.

"Love? I thought you didn't believe in love." He said.

"I never did. I never thought true love existed until I found myself sitting on the bathroom floor, crying because I couldn't have you." I said quietly, still staring into his eyes.

"Wow, that's, holy shit." Calum said.

"Yeah. So, go ahead and laugh at me. Make fun of me, tell everyone all about how I lost everyone and everything all because-" I started to ramble, but I was cut off.

I was cut off by a pair of lips, Calum's lips, colliding with mine.

There was chills all the way up my spine. My heart is beating so fast I think I might die, and those butterflies? Those butterflies are going crazy.

After a few seconds he pulled away from me and I opened my eyes to find him still gazing at me.

"No one has ever said anything like that to me Sav. Not even Kady. To be honest, I don't even think she loves me. And I don't know that I really love her." Cal said.

"But you got her that ring and-" I started.

"Forget about that ring, okay? When I kiss her, I don't feel anything like what I felt when I kissed you. Something about you just felt, right." He said before leaning in and kissing me again.

"Cal, this is wrong. Whether you live her or not you shouldn't cheat on her." I whispered.

"I know. I'm gonna make this work. I'm gonna fix it. I promise."