I Can't Begin To Let You Know What I'm Feeling...

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(((MARCH)))

Andy, Blade, and I were flying in on Friday, a day earlier than everyone else, mainly because Blade and I wanted to go to the Ostrich festival before it left on Sunday. 

I sighed as our plane landed.  We walked off and were met by Dahvie and Tina.  The drive back home was silent, only the sound of Metallica in the car.

We got home, I hugged everyone goodnight, then went to my bathroom and took a long shower.

Today was not one of my best days. 

I seem to have one day every now and then, where everything is bad.  Even if nothing goes bad, I don’t feel myself.  I usually have a headache, and just want to lay in bed. 

I sighed as that thought gave me an idea.  After slipping a towel on, I ran to my room and located my lyric book.

Just gonna lay here all day

Just gonna waste the day away

Not gonna lie,

I’m gonna cry

I sighed as I got writers block.

“Blake! Can I come in?” Blade shouted through the door.

“Just a minute!” I yelled back as I slipped on my underwear, Sleeping with Sirens sweatpants, and an old Unbroken Outcasts tank.  “Come in,” I said as I turned on my iPod.

“Hey, you okay?” he asked as he walked in.

“Yeah, just… tired?”

“You sure?”

“Yeah, go hang out with the guys, I’m going to take a nap, okay?”

“Yeah, by the way, Fire is here to see you,”

“Ooh! My Boo-Boo missed her Mommy! Gimme!” I squealed.  Blade handed me my little Fire and we snuggled as we listened to music. 

***

I woke up early the next morning with a sleeping Fire on my chest.

“Hey, baby girl,” I whispered as I pat her head.  She whined and walked out the door, stretching the entire way.  I giggled and walked over to my closet.  I pulled on a white Black Veil Brides tee and some dark purple skinny jeans that had a few chains hanging off of them.  I clipped on my tail and slipped on my platform combat boots before walking down the stairs.  Blade and I were going to the Ostrich Festival while Dad and Rose made last-minute touches to the wedding. 

“Are you guys ready to go?!” I asked rather loudly.  Andy was going to drive us since he had to go pick up the tuxes for him and the guys on the way home.  He also had to pick everyone up from the airport. 

“Letsgoletsgoletsgoletsgo,” Blade chanted as he jumped into the car.  I followed him and turned on my beloved 98 KUPD.  “In the End” was playing.

“INDIANNSSS! AS YOU FADE INTO THE NIGHT!”  I yelled as Andy got in.

“Really?”

“IM NOT AFRAID TO FUCKING DIE!” 

“Knock it off, Blake!”

“Nevah!”

“Blade! Do something with your girlfriend!” 

“I’m not getting in the middle of this!”

“’CAUSE IT’S THE END AND IM NOT AFRAID TO DIE!”

“Blake!”

“Yes?” I asked innocently.  “I hate everything about you” by Three Days Grace came on next.  “FUCK YES!”

“NOT AGAIN!”

“JESUS, BLAKE!”

“I. HATE.  EVERYTHING.  ABOUT.  YOU!”  I yelled.

“BLADE! DO SOMETHING!”

“IM TRYING!”  Blade turned to me, grabbed my chin, and kissed me to get me to shut up.

“Thank you,” Andy looked in the rearview mirror.  “Okay, I think she is good now, Blade.  You two can stop sucking face,”

I flipped him off right as “Master of Puppets” by Metallica came on.

“Fuck yes!” I yelled.

“Not again,” Both Andy and blade groaned.

“Knock it off, you two,” I muttered before singing.

***

(ANDY’S POV)

I got the kids dropped off before doing my mental checklist.

Kids at festival- √

Now to go pick up the guys at the airport… fun…

***

(J’S POV)

I sighed as I sat and waited for Blake and Blade in front of the park.  After a few minutes, they came skipping out, hand in hand.  Blake was holding a stuffed condor…  They both had face paint on and blue ribbons.

“Hey, have fun?” I asked as they climbed in the backseat. 

“Totally!  Lookie Daddy! I look like a tiger!” Blake said like a toddler.  I looked back to see she had tiger face-paint and Blade had a butterfly.

“Blade! What the fuck, man?” I asked, trying to stifle a laugh.

“Blake picked it out for me!” he whined, crossing his arms over his chest.  I couldn’t take it anymore, I was full-on laughing. 

“What the hell are the blue ribbons for?”

“They had you choose which pig was going to win the race, and we chose the right pig, so when he won, we got these,” Blake explained. 

“Ah,” I nodded as we pulled up. 

Blake and Blade ran off to who-knows-where as soon as we pulled up.  This was going to be an interesting couple of days…

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LILY'S DRESS>>>>>>>>

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