Just a warning. It mentions a panic attack, but doesn't really go into detail. Enjoy
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Anxiety's POV
I don't want to talk to anyone, but Roman insists and he's just as stubborn as I am.
"Alright what do you want to talk about?" I asked Roman. He stood in the doorway.
"You," came his reply. This is the time he comes and tells me how worthless I am and how I'm not needed.
"Why do you want to talk about me?" I asked him. "Morality set you up to this didn't he?" Roman looked down then back at me.
"That's not important." He said avoiding my question.
"Why not?" I stated.
"I didn't come here to talk about that." He replied raising his voice a little.
"Why are you avoiding my question?" I asked back trying to remain calm.
"Fine! Yes Patton suggested it!" He said. He was almost yelling and I was tired of him already.
"Can you just leave me alone?" I replied, trying my hardest not to go into an panic attack.
"Not until we talk." Roman insisted. I tried pushing him out, but he was stronger than I was.
"Go out," I said again. I could feel the attack coming.
"No," He was stubborn. "You always do that. You are always either in your room or bothering Thomas."
"Well that's how I am," I replied getting frustrated, which didn't help with the fact that I was trying to stop an attack from coming. "Now leave me alone."
"Fine, but you can't say I didn't try to help." Roman said.
"You didn't help anything. You made it worse." I told him. He glared at me.
"I made you worse?" He stated. I realized that I just offended him, and he is going to start yelling. "Anxiety! All you do is stand there in Thomas's video contradicting everything he says. You make him question everything he does!You even make him wonder if his friends like him! Nobody asks you to be there, you just show up to make Thomas feel bad. You are a disorder! You are unwanted!" He shouted at me. I pretended those words didn't hurt me at all, but the last thing he said was like a knife in my chest. It stung and I couldn't keep the tears away. Roman looked stunned as well.
"Go out and leave me alone. There is a reason why I'm alone all the time." I said pushing him out. I shut and locked my door.
"Anxiety I-" I cut him off.
"Leave me alone." I said trying to keep my voice from cracking. I heard footsteps walk away. I barely made it to my bed before the panic attack started.
Roman's POV
"Leave me alone," He told me. I realized what I said to him right after it came out of my mouth. I tried to tell him sorry, but he wouldn't listen. When I said those words he looked so...broken. After standing a minute outside of his bedroom door I went to find Patton. Maybe he could help Anxiety, because I just made everything worse. I didn't mean to say those things, but in the heat of the moment I did. The words people say cannot be unsaid. I arrived at Morality's bedroom door and knocked.
Patton's POV
"Come in. It's unlocked." I said when I heard a knock on my door. The door opened and revealed Princey.
"Hey kiddo. What can I do for ya," I smiled.
"It's actually about Anxiety," He replied nervously.
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