Through The Toughest Times

The End.

Corrections are always appreciated also thanks to ji for writing half of this

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Tomorrow night, 8:30. I'll slit my wrists in the bathtub while is half full, and I'll die before Ray gets here at 9:00 to pick me up for recording,I'll keep my cloths on even though I will be uncomfortable, it will be the last time I will be uncomfortable. Gerard thought as he walked himself through his death as he placed the blade by the bathtub for later. He walked out of his bathroom and went to the kitchen to find Mikey on his phone. He's talking to Ray, always Ray. " Hey Gee I'm gonna go hang out with Ray today. " Mikey paused to look at a text, "uuuh... are you good?" No."Yeah" Gerard mumbled. Mikey grabbed his keys from the hook and walked out the door. And shut it sucked into his phone. He didn't even say goodbye to you. He hates you like everyone else. If your brother can't love you no one can. Gerard's dark thoughts clouded his brain. Suddenly he felt sick and rushed to the bathroom. He put his hands on the sink and looked into the mirror. He turned on the cold water and splashed his face. Might as well cut yourself again since you deserve it. He reached for the blade sitting on the bathtub rim. No one loves you .He pulled up his sleeve, not even Mikey could love you, he put the blade to his skin. Ill just end it all n- A bang on the door followed by a loud "Let me in motherfuhker." Frank. Inturupted Gerard, he quickly hid the blade under the trashcan and looked in the mirror. If one thing goes right today I won't do it.
Gerard opened the door to find a short frank making his way inside. "took you long enough. Had to finish yourself off" he winked and sat himself on the couch. Gerard laughed and closed the door.

I hope you enjoyed chapter one it's my first fic ever. I needed to build it up so excuse it's terribleness. Also another big thanks to Ji for coming up with the concept. corrections are always helpful.