Through The Toughest Times

"Yeah It's Cool I'll Be Okay"

" Dude what the fuck " Gerard screamed as he hit Frank really hard on his upper arm. Then he realized they were both covered in ice cream and Frank's hair was covered in rocky road ice cream as well. Gerard started to burst out laughing with Frank. "We must look so retarded right now." Gerard said between fits of laughter.
" because we are." Frank giggled his same giggle. And Gerard let out a laugh that sounded like this: huehehe . His laugh has never changed. "Here," Gerard got up of the bench, " let's get to the car. Frank stood up grabbing the two paper/plastic bowls that held their ice cream and threw them away. They walked back to the car in discomfort, slightly laughing still. 
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On the way back they passed the cemetery. It happened to be the one Gerard and Mikey's grandmother  Elena lay. If she were here I wouldn't be like this. I miss her. Tears began to form in his eyes. He didn't want frank to see so he kept it in until they got to Mikey and Gerard's shared house. Gerard rushed inside. " I call first shower." A tear dropped off his cheek and he pretended to laugh. He tried not to hunch over as much but that was near impossible. Gerard locked himself away into the bathroom and stripped his clothes off. The cut up skin under his long sleeve shirt and his jeans appalled him. You deserve every single one of them.  He turned the water on. Remembering all those times Elena would tell Gerard he could do it and to not be afraid to be himself. Even she left you. Who could ever love you. Frank is probably gonna just leave you, if it's today or tomorrow. I wouldn't blame him. Gerard began to cry, soft enough so Frank wouldn't hear him, but enough to hurt some dearly if they heard it. The pain hurt to much. Drink your sorrows away. Drown like the stupid emo shit you are in alcohol. He reached into the medicine cabinet and pulled put an old flask full of vodka. He looted it down his mouth and throat feeling that strong painful burn, he drank until it was gone. After that he hopped into the shower and tried to get  off the ice cream as best as he could. Pretending he didn't like the sting from the more fresh cuts. And crying the whole time. As soon as his shower was over he dashed to his bedroom and got in some clothes. He went to the living room and told frank it was okay to take a shower
Frank disappeared Into the bathroom. Gerard then went into Mikey's pills and found his Ritalin and took to many  down with a beer from the fridge  he then hid by putting at the bottom of the trashcan and covered it with trash. Frank then walked out. Gerard had a dazed look to his face. "Gee...whats going on?" Frank approached. Only a towel loosely around his waist. "I'm fine I'm fine," Gerard waved off, " I know you are oh-so-sexy but put some clothes on." Gerard barked out. He seemed more annoyed and upset than usual about Frank's oh-sexy-hips ( I think I have a crush on Frank Iero send help). Frank left to Gerard's room and put himself in some to big clothes. He laughed as he came out. "Why do you laugh so fucking much?" Gerard was in a daze but his voice was also full of annoyience. " because I laugh when i'm happy or when something is funny," Frank walked closer," Gee?" Frank got closer to his face and touched Gerard's shoulder with his hand. " Don't touch me!" Gerard screamed louder than he intended to. Frank moved his hand. He could smell it now. His breath. " Gee... I can't leave you alone, you know that right?" Frank became smaller as he closed his shoulders. " Gee this day has been absolute shit, please just go to bed." Gerard looked at the stove. 7:45. "At this time?" Gerard rolled his eyes.
"Please." Frank sounded so broken and Gerard gave up. Sleep is better anyway. " wait. What about-" Gerard was interrupted " I'll cancel for you." Frank finished. "Fine, you win" he threw his hands in the air and walked to his bedroom, Frank followed. Gerard climbed into the bed and fell asleep. After a few hours of making sure he was asleep Frank fell asleep on the chair he used to watch him. He awoke to the sound of Mikey closing the door and whispering to Ray a few things Frank is not aloud to repeat. [ THIS IS A FAMILY FRIENDLY CHANNEL,sorry.] He looked over to Gerard to find him sleeping safe and sound. Frank needed to go home who knew how long the boy would be sleeping. Frank went to the kitchen and passed Mikey and winked at him Mikey's face went red and dashed to his room to sleep. Frank grabbed Mikey's pill basket and wrote a note saying: please hide, Gee relapsed. Put in place he will never find. He grabbed a glass of water and set it on Gerard's nightstand with a note that said: be back soon. He grabbed the case of beer and the rest of the alcohol and took it with him on a trip to the dump. Gerard awoke to find the note. Told you he would leave. That note's a lie he isn't coming back.

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Next chapter will be better but really intense. And I'm sorry for not incorporating the ways' relationship. I'm about to soon but then again this is a fic about Frank and Gerard's relationship. Thanks for reading ,corrections are always nice,and please vote thanks.

xo Kitten 

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