Guy’s im lost.
I don’t know what im doing anymore, the fear Is so strong,
I write this not even knowing why im writing it, im not a writer but right now this is all I have. I have to hide from everyone else. “What’s wrong Will?” They’d ask an I’d just say “Nothing. Im fine.” Wanting to tell them the truth. When I was in the Upside Down I counted the day’s I’d lost with them, the day’s in which I was dying, slowly an painfully I’d hear my mom calling to me but eventually I got to weak to follow her voice. After dinner tonight I puked up like a dozen slug’s, shaking an all but no one knows that I’ve been. I cant tell anyone, im scared. Im scared an I just wish it was easy to say all this, Dustin, Lucas, Mike an El are all my best friends so why is it this hard? To tell them what’s going on. It’s true I don’t want to scare them or make them worry for me, Mike is already losing himself because of all this an if I tell him he will only worry more. Guy’s I don’t know what to do…I think I should see someone. Im gonna go tomorrow…I cant live like this.
“Mom! Jonathan!?” I yelled.
“Yes honey?” Mom said.
“Yeah Will?” Jonathan asked.
I looked at both of them.
“I think…there is something wrong with me. I need to see someone.” I sniffled.
“Like who baby? Like who?” My mom grabbed both my hands.
“Someone who can fix me. Make me who I was before everything happened.” I said.
“Okay Honey, we will go tomorrow. Your okay honey, your okay.” My mom whispered, pulling me into a hug.
The Next Morning~
“So this is it huh?” Mike asked
“Yup. This is it.” I smiled.
“Where are you going again?” El asked.
“Im going to Hawkin’s.” I sighed
“No! bad men!” El shouted.
“What?! No you cant go there.” Mike shouted.
“I’ll be back soon. Trust me you will see me again. What im doing isn’t bad. I need to do this.” I teared up alittle.
“Okay just..promise you’ll come back” Mike an El both said.
“I promise.” I smiled.
~Hawkins~
“Okay so we are just gonna put this on your head. This will test your brain waves.” A man said.
“Will it hurt?” I asked
The man looked at me. “Not if you stay still.” He then looked away to adjust whatever he was putting on my head.
I was laying on an all white bed in an all white room with nothing but tool’s around me. My hands were strapped down an all of a sudden the guy from before came into the room holding this tool that reached into the back my throat, he had this tv that showed what was going on inside my mouth an I watched as little black slug’s were moving all around. My eyes widened an I knew it wasn’t the end, the visions started coming back an then the room went dark an all I heard were screams. Just…screams.
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RomansThis is a story from mostly Mike's point of view,getting to understand his inner feelings an the deepest parts of his emotions. Getting to know how most of these characters feel deeply instead of only getting to see the happy side of them. Join me...
