Trigger warning
"Hey," you texted (c/n).
"Hey," he texted back, "what's up?"
"Not much," you replied. "I was wondering if you wanted to come over later and watch a movie or something?"
"Sure, I'd love to!" (c/n) replied cheerfully.
You shut your phone off and remembered all the good times you and (c/n) had together.
You even laughed out loud when you remembered the time that you guys went to the beach together and a seagull stole (c/n)'s french fries.
Your brain became so full of these joyous thoughts that you slowly drifted off into a peaceful sleep.
DO DO DO DO DOOOOO DO DO DOOOOO
You quickly awoken to Hedwigs theme.
You turned on your phone to see a message from (c/n) which made you smile.
Your smile soon turned to a frown as your eyes skimmed the screen.
"Hey I'm leaving now, I'll be there in about 10 minutes" (c/n) texted you.
"Oh crap," you thought. "I can't have (c/n) see me like this!"
You ran upstairs faster than you had ever ran before.
After putting makeup on and selecting the perfect outfit -sweatpants and a hoodie- you ran back downstairs and sat down on the couch like you were previously.
The doorbell soon rang, and you got up to open it.
(C/n) stood at the door with roses in his hands.
"Aw (c/n), you didn't have to do that!" You said while admiring the flowers he brought.
"Anything for you," he said while giving you a hug.
After you put the roses in a vase and gave them water so they wouldn't die, you walked back out to the living room.
"Ok," you said, "what movie do you want to watch?"
"Um, how about Shrek?" (c/n) asked with a smirk on his face. He began to wiggle his eyebrows at you creepily.
"Ok" you said while grinning and laughing at his goofiness.
It didn't really matter which movie you picked because the whole time it was playing, you and (c/n) were making out.
You loved the way you two made out.
The way his hair felt in your hands while you gripped it.
The way his hands ever so lightly cupped the small of your back.
The way his mouth fit perfectly on yours.
Everything.
All of a sudden, (c/n) ran a hand up your thigh, which you didn't expect. It made you jump, but (c/n) only thought that was because he scared you.
What he didn't know was that you were actually self harming and he touched the spot where you cut yourself earlier.
(C/n) shrugged and ran his hand up your thigh and hit the same spot.
Once again, you flinched.
"(Y/n), are you okay?" (C/n) asked, concern filling his eyes.
You slowly dipped your head down and put your hands in your lap. A single tear rolled down your face.
(C/n) put a hand on your shoulder which caused you to look up at him. He gave you a comforting smile.
"It's okay, I understand."
He pulled up his sleeve to reveal hundreds of scars on his forearm.
"I'm a fighter too."
Guess who's back!! Sorry that it took so long. The end of school has been stressing me out and I keep getting migraines which both prevent me from writing a lot. I'll try to update more often.
-Em
