Treebros One shots ( Connor x Evan )

1st Day of School

This is inspired from my 1st day of our school. Which was today...So hehe. Also since I live in a different country the school is a little different. You have sections, in which you have classmates and you stay in 1 room only. So we only go out our classroom whenever we have special subjects like Computer,Music, ect. 

~Keep on a look out for Hamilton references! :D Good Luck 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Evan's POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

First day of school! Honestly, as much as possible mom said that I have to be positive, in which I am trying to be. So I write letters to myself saying that today's going to be a good day. It was an assignment given to me by my therapist. Even though it's kinda weird, it actually helps some times. I feel like I'm really receiving letters from other people. 

I grabbed my laptop and decided to write my letter for today. 

Dear Evan Hansen,

Today is going to be a good day and here's why:      Because today you have a fresh new start. You might even make new friends! You can do this, I know you can. Study hard as well, if you want a good future for yourself and your future family.

I smiled at the thought of Connor; he's been my crush since grade three. Students would sometimes say that we would look cute together. He never said anything to acknowledge it, he just smiles. I'm not really sure what that means. Although, I did really love that smile, it was cute and adorable. But facing the facts, I know I have no chance with him.

Don't forget, Connor's your classmate! Just hope that he would be assigned sitting next to you for the rest of the school year. That would be so awesome. If not then, at least somewhere near you. Good luck though, it's obviously hard to move when he can see you.

I just suddenly realized that I was talking a lot about Connor in this letter, so I probably should this stop now.

Sincerely, me

I closed my laptop, adding a note to myself that I'll just print it in school later. I grabbed my USB flashdrive which the file was in and walked out of my room. Sadly, we're not allowed to use gadgets in school. So I always leave my phone at home. I usually just walk to school because it's just really near by.

I grabbed the new things that I was about to use for the school year and decided to leave. "Good luck on your first day of senior year, honey. I hope you'll start the first day right. Make sure to take your meds!" Mom said, I nodded and hugged her. Then I wave goodbye. I walk out of my house and walk to my room.

I arrived in school, Here we are. I try to avoid eye contact with the other students, I wouldn't want to socialize with other people. It makes me very anxious and nervous. How do you even start a conversation? I mean yeah you say ''hi'' then the person says ''hello'' but what comes next?

You would try to start to say something or else they'll think your weird or rude or something. I was thinking too hard and I accidentally bumped into someone loosing my balance. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I-I w-wasn't looking w-where I w-was going a-and~" I said not looking at the person.

"No no it's ok really, here let me help you." I recognize that voice...Oh my God no how could I bump into... Him?!

He helps me pick up my books and stands up. "Here" He hands me my stack of books. I made eye contact and held his hands, a way to get my book with physical contact from crush. The suddenly I realized what I was doing and decided to grab my books and look away immediately.