Treebros One shots ( Connor x Evan )

The Break-up

Hey guys, so fair warning. This is gonna be really angsty. I wish you good luck. Better grab those tissue boxes. :'D

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One day afternoon, as Evan and Connor sat down on a grassy field on top of a hill. Enjoying the sunset's wonderful view.... Or so they thought...

"It's over. Let's end this." Evan said with a gloomy toned expression. Connor's heart stopped beating. His face prepared to let his tears fall. Yet he resisted the temptation of letting it do so. 

"Wh-what...?" He said, yet his voice can barely be heard. "I'm sorry.." Evan, said trying his best not to look at Connor's almost teary eyed face. "I don't get it, I-" Connor was stopped mid-sentence.

"No Connor. You don't get anything. You won't get anything at all. You never did." Evan lashed out. His face all red with slight anger. 

"It was always what you wanted. It was always your rules, and I don't get to speak about it. I shut myself up every time you make your decisions. I stayed quiet, because I didn't want you to get upset. I held it in." Evan took a deep breath and tried to calm down.

"But you know what? All this time I've been hurting. Trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Cuz every time I try... I can never make you happy. You're always so sad and depressed. I mean, I get it. Your family, your life itself. I can't take those sadness away." Connor tried to say something, yet his voice wasn't working.

"I felt so angry with myself, thinking that maybe he just doesn't love me as much. Or maybe I wasn't enough for you. Yet, you wanted me for yourself. I never even got to talk to Jared anymore. He's my friend too." Evan looked down, remembering his friend.

"I never told you to not talk to him, he just... Does some things that hurts me. It has nothing to do with you not hanging out. I don't care if you'd wanna do that. Just... Don't do it around me..." Connor said softly, as he tries to explain himself. It started sprinkling, the rain is starting to pour. 

"Whenever I'm around you, I always feel like I have to be someone else. I'd have to be someone who'd impress you and make you feel happy. I'd have t always be this and that. And I'm just so... tired of it." Evan's voice started to fade. His tears started to fall.

"Evan I'm so...sorry...I didn't know..." Connor said trying to reach out his hand to touch Evan's shoulders. "You should've analyzed it Connor. You should've known." Evan said, slapping Connor's hand away from him.

"There was literally nothing wrong, I thought we were doing great... And I'm not exactly a mind reader." Evan could almost snap. "NO Connor. YOU were doing great. YOU were doing fine. It's YOU YOU YOU!" Evan closed his mouth. He couldn't believe he yelled so much. 

The rain started to pour, yet the 2 boys didn't care at all. They just stood there, in tears and broken hearts. None of them couldn't say a word. Connor tried to say something, but was afraid of what he might say. 

"I was really hurt Connor. I really was. I'm so tired. Please, let me have a chance to actually make my own choice. I need a break." Evan looked at Connor's eyes, he was crying. Connor wasn't ready to give up. He didn't want to, if he knew he still had a fighting chance, he would never let that opportunity go.

"I wanted to protect you so bad. I'd never let anyone else hurt you. I thought I was... I'm sorry... There were a lot of things already hurting you. Making you feel this way was the last thing I'd ever want to do, you know that. I just really love you so much..." Connor took Evan's hand and kissed it.

"I'm not going to try and win you back if you don't want to be with me anymore, if I'm one of the reasons you're hurt, then I should stay far away from you. I'd never want you to see me again if I'm hurting you so much. I'd kill myself, if I have to." he squeezed Evan's hands tight.

"I knew a lot of things that could've hurt you. I should never have let one of them being me. I just got so carried away, and I lost sight of who you are and what you wanted. I understand if you don't want to be with me. I don't want to be with me too." Connor couldn't handle it. His tears fell and at this point he started to cry.

"Just know that you made me so f*cking happy. You taught me how to love myself. You've made me stop being suicidal. You gave me the reason to live, you're all I got, and you're my life. You're someone I'd never want to let go. I really love you so much. But..." Connor stopped for awhile, struggling to continue.

"If it means to protect you more, and hurt you less. I'll go. I'm... I'm just really really sorry." And just like that, it was the end of Connor's speech. Evan didn't say anything for awhile. They just stood there in the pouring rain, then thunder could be heard. Yet they were still standing.

"I love you too..." Connor's heart flipped at the small sentence. He almost had his hopes up. "But we need a break from us... I'm sorry." Evan continued. He kissed him for the last time, and walked away. 

Connor didn't have a chance to say anything back. He just stayed there and knelt on the ground. Tears falling, heart breaking, and mostly his life falling apart. And there it is, his life walking away from him. His everything. He was speechless.

Right then, he tried to forget about him. He tried to act as if he never existed. His light fading, going back to who he was. Darkness and despair. He endured the pain, his heart still hoping for his return. 

...

Yet he never came back.

 ~A year later~

Connor went back to the grassy field, it's been so long. And although it was the place where he got dumped. It was also a place where they spent time together a lot. This place used to make them so happy... Made himself happy.

"I miss you..." Connor whispered, caressing the grass as the wind blew. "I missed you too." A voice was heard from behind him.

~End~

Whoooooh, open ending. Who could it be? We may never know :^DDD

Sorry, too much angst? WeLl ThaT's ToO bAd, AnGST MAkeS my lIfe cOMpleTE. xD Sorry I wasn't updating much. But school work is really stressful :(

But any who, I hope y'all liked this one...I think-