Years run by and I'm living with your shadow
Feeling more every day that goes by
I sit alone as I draw away thoughts in my mindFight the sun down a hilly road before us
The hazy shape of a boy and a girl
The rays give way stabbing holes of the heat in my eyes"Why don't you butt out?"
"Disappear and never come back!"
Brushing off the hand that helped me"I won't leave you."
You were firmly yelling
Grabbing at the hand that I held back"You're annoying."
Moving away to walk ahead and
Never looking back as I leave youWas it the real you that I knew?
Lesson learned, I don't need to turn the page of
My life goes on, so I'll rot away here
A time machine turning back to the day would be niceYears fly by but I'm living, afraid of dying
And drawing out hopes of "maybe someday"
Though I know that I am never to see you againDon't wonder why
Wanna die, wanna die
Grabbing my own hand, cursing it to Hell as I sat thereNot a thing I can do
Might as well live it up
While I'm still alive and I'm breathingIn this midsummer dream maybe see
The younger me that I was playing before you flew freeBack in the days where I had hid in the haze
But slowly running ablaze and burning red in my brain18 years, a boy no longer
To wait for her to fall from somewhere
Remembering the figures blurring in the
Summer in a heart beatFight the sun in desert school grounds
A smile from ear to ear, it resounds
"Why don't we play a game?"
Another round as you go 'round"You okay?" With a worried kind of wail
Things like you wouldn't ever get me
"You act so sad, but it's all just an act in the end."
Today's a haze, better become apathetic
Keep up the pace I had yesterday cause
I don't want your heat to ever leave like in my sleepIf I can't dream, you and me... that I'll see... and we will be so...
Rather hold the past than to let go
Never wake or I'll break from the shakingOutside world that tried to reject me
"But you can't see the day break again without tomorrow."
As if I would care in the slightestRunning by all these arid days that I'd kill just so they'd go away
Yes, I'd rather be alone!18 years and kind no longer
He cried to god but can't get stronger
Reaching out both his hands to hold to
Such a pretty smile he can't takeFighting suns in such a small town
"Oh god why can't you free me somehow?!"
Suddenly every sigh I tried to breathe was stopping nowNo can't go back
(That summer day)
It hurts so bad
(Don't ever touch)
Or it might breakA voice is calling out "Can you hear me?" disappearing
Somehow now clear, ah so that's the reason
Midsummer night dreams and I reach out a hand through the hazeCry to god, a boy, no stronger
And in those days he stood, no falter
A summer smile I won't remember
No, it stays the same forever"Guess I died. And I'm so sorry."
Goodbye's too sad and way too lonely
Oh god, no, don't say that you're leavingOh no don't leave me!
I finally know those hazy figures
Were just looking for this "me"
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OverigJust something for me to do when I get bored. Also helps me relive stress for some odd reason. And you guys get to see which songs I like, kinda a win-win situation. (I don't own any songs in this book. Absolutely NONE.)