You Changed Me (Ellie Goulding and Jerrie/little_mix fanfic)

How Will This Work? Part One

PERRIE'S POV

I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I keep doing this to myself? I kissed jade AGAIN! Eurgh! Perrie you have a boyfriend stop doing this... Just make sure that Jade sees you with him and that this can't go any further. This must stop. Now.

I headed over to Brooklyn and waited for Jade to walk to her table. When she did I pulled Brook in by the back of his neck and kissed him forcefully. The crowd cheered and whistled. I knew Jade saw because when I looked up she practically ran in the other direction. I couldn't help feeling bad. I knew I'd regret what I did next...

JADE'S POV

I could still feel the electric from Perries lips as I walked from music. I couldn't stop thinking of her. I went to walk to my usual lunch table with Clary and Jesy. Then I saw Perrie grab Brooklyn by the back of his neck, they started making out, I saw Brooklyn's hand start to travel up Perrie's body. A serge of anger rose through through my body. I wanted to get him off my girl. Wait. She isn't my girl. At the though I felt tears form in my eyes, I turned 180* and ran for the bathroom. The funny thing is, I didn't end up in the bathroom, I found myself back in the room where me and Perrie had kissed not long before. I sat at the piano and played a tune that I just thought of and just started singing what I felt.;

Sitting here thinking about all the things she said,

I know you're running far, but I wanted to be there

I see the pain in your eyes, show me you're the prize,

Why can't this work? I want to change the look on your face.

Hold back,

You know that, my heart bleeds, heart bleeds

You know that, my mind sinks, minds sinks

You know that my mind sinks.

Do you feel what I feel? I hope you understand.

Bring me back, back to feeling

My body is numb, make me feel again

I know your touch can save me

It has before, oh oh before.

Hold back,

You know that, my heart bleeds, heart bleeds

You know that, my mind sinks, minds sinks

You know that my mind sinks.

Do you feel what I feel? I hope you understand.

Oh, I know this feels wrong,

It won't for long.

It's out of control

But you're taking tour toll.

Hold back,

You know that, my heart bleeds, heart bleeds

You know that, my mind sinks, minds sinks

You know that my mind sinks.

Do you feel what I feel? I hope you understand.

Hold back,

You know that, my heart bleeds, heart bleeds

You know that, my mind sinks, minds sinks

You know that my mind sinks.

Do you feel what I feel? I hope you understand. ©

(A/N; I literally just sat here writing that song... Steal my lyrics there will be death, but I think I need a name for it.. Any suggestions? :))

I felt better after I let all of what I felt out. Just sung what I felt and it made me stronger. I'm going to get Edwards back, make her feel like she made me feel, make her hurt. I'm going to get a boyfriend. A fake boyfriend, now who's in on my plan so I'm not using someone.

(A/N there will be a "will this work part two... But I thought I'd switch back to "Clallie" (I didn't choose the ship name 😂. Sorry it's a short chapter I just couldn't wait to start writing "Clarrie's" chapter! It's gonna be good... I hope :D + I sat writing this in English instead of writing my "The Tempest" essay XD)