What have I become? (A Tokyo Ghoul fanfic) (NOT COMPLETED)(TRIGGER WARNINGS)

Prologue (Continued)

I sit on the toilet seat and I start crying silently I sit there for a while I grab my razor blade and I cut myself but only to make me bleed a little I stand up and I leave back to class. I walk into class and I sit down my girlfriend looks at me  she mouths the words "Are you ok?" I shake my head no I turn to her "I got called a slut" "What the hell!" I turn away to do my work the bell rings and I get up to leave. I walk out of class I get pushed up against  the lockers I drop my things and I try to push the person off but he sticks his hand up my shirt I pull him close to me and I bite his neck really hard and I push him off I pant "What the fuck!!?" I come up to him and I kick him in the side then I run away. My girlfriend sees me I'm outside crying "Hey are you ok?" "No I'm not..." I run up to her and I hug her tightly and I cry harder. I look at her "Can I go to your house?" she looks at me "Haha sure" "let me get my stuff" I go grab my stuff and i comeback "Ok lets go" "Let me go grab my car" "Ok" she comes back five minutes later "Damn nice car" I get in the car we head to her house she lets me out"Thanks" we walk to the door she opens the door I sit on the couch "School sucks" she looks at me "I'm really sorry about what happend, Why would he do that?"  "I'm not sure, do you have any alcohol?" "Yea why?" "just need to drink " "Oh ok  what do you prefer?" "Beer"  "Alright" she gets up and walks to the kitchen she comes back with two beers "Thanks" "No problem". I take a long drink I lay back on the couch I continue drinking. I finish my drink "want another?" "No, I think I should be going home" "what!? Your drunk, here you can stay here I have an extra room that you can sleep in and you can use some of my clothes to sleep in, also I can wash your clothes for you" "Oh ok thanks can I have some clothes now?" "Oh yea sure" she walks away and comes back with a big shirt. I go to the bathroom and I get undressed I put on her big shirt I walk out and I hand her my clothes she walks away, then she comes back holding a little kitten "omg!! It's so cute" " It's a girl her name is Touka" "awww, can I hold her?" "Sure" she hands me her and she starts purring (screams inside) I put her face up to my face and I nuzzel her nose with mine. She looks at me and she smiles I put Touka down, I lay on the ground playing with Touka. She joins me on the ground I yawn "I'm so tired" "want me to carry you to bed?" "Yes but can I take Touka?" "Yes you can" I grab Touka then she picks me up and carrys me to bed.
End of prologue