Depressed

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You think I'm fine, When I laugh a little harder on your silly jokes, And then you wish to be one like me,One with forever framed smile, One with always-ready laughter, And one with a perfect life

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You think I'm fine,
When I laugh a little harder on your silly jokes,
And then you wish to be one like me,
One with forever framed smile,
One with always-ready laughter,
And one with a perfect life.

You think I haven't faced any problem,
Or maybe I have a thousand solutions,
So you wish a life like me,
With no difficulties and no pain,
Where you can't ever feel devastated,
Where you can feel free.

You think they love me,
Love me like you watch in those happy ending movies,
So you wish to get my type of family,
And my type of soulmate,
And my type of love.

But now let me correct you here,
Wishing something ' like me' is biggest mistake of yours​,
The ' me' outside and the ' me' inside goes in caliginous contrast,
Cause I know, if you'll ever got to know the reality,
You'll never find me or my life good for sure.

Because I'm constantly fighting a war with myself,
A war in which I struggle to live alive,
But believe me, if you'll be on my nerves all the time,
This girl, will happily quit... The war to stay alive.

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If you think, I'm a depressed girl...No! I'm not. But this is just a poem to tell those people who are jealous of others all the time. They desire to be 'one like 'em.' They believe on other people's smile, they curse them and are jealous, when there's no need of that. Never trust on someone's smile, cause smiles are the only thing which can hide a lot of pain behind it.
And well here, in this century where online conversations are a way of expressing yourself, beware!  Cause words can also hide pain and can fake you. Never trust on smile and words, better trust on their eyes cause they never lie.

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