Current mood: Mike Faist's heterochromia ~Moonunit
Current mood: George Salazar ~Narwal
Current mood: Will Roland singing 'My Unfortunate Erection' ~Squirrel
Current mood: Gay Norwegians ~Giraffe
Might I add that I love the question mark in the title ~Squirrel
Yup. It's great. ~Moonunit
~oOo~
CONNORS POV:
Connor didn't notice the boy sitting next to him for a solid 10 minutes. Honestly, he probably wouldn't have noticed him at all if the kid didn't try to make a conversation with him.
He was wearing a striped blue polo shirt, kaki pants, and had a broken arm. "U-uh hi?"
Connor jumped, "Hi?"
"Oh no let's not do social interaction." Anxiety panicked.
Shut up, he thought back.
"I-I did-didn't know th-that anyone else- anyone else c-came out h-here, e-except for m-me of c-course." The kid sttuddered out.
Holy shit, he's adorable, Connor could feel himself blush.
But look at him, Para said, He's terrified of you.
"I usually don't come out here, it's just that my usual hang out spot is being occupied and I don't think I'm ever going back."
"O-oh," he was fiddling with the plaster of his cast which, Connor noted, was blank.
"Yeah..." Connor trailed off and absentmindedly continued to draw. Hyper sniggered quietly.
"T-that's r-really good, y-your drawing."
Connor felt his cheeks heat up a bit, "Thanks."
A silence feel over them where Connor continued to draw and the kid messed with his cast.
His depression turned to his bipolar, How long do you wanna bet it takes before he fucks it up?
Hmm... I don't know! At least ten minutes! Piper giggled.
"Evan Hansen!" the kid blurted out. Connor gave him confused look, "M-my n-name is Evan Hansen."
He's so adorable, Connor thought.
He could hear Hyper gag behind him, "Calm your gay." he grumbled.
Look it, Momo noted, it seems that you may actually have a chance at friendship.
"I'm Connor Murphy."
"Y-yeah I know." Evan suddenly looked panicked and his speech became rushed, "I-I mean t-that everyone k-knows w-who you are -oh god that sounded bad- I mean t-that I-I observe and I n-notice y-you and I-I'm making this worse aren't I? I'm so sorry and I-"
"Dude be more chill." Connor cut him off, he decided to ignore what Evan said. Well, at least he tried.
Oh look, DP gasped, even he believes your a freak. There goes your chance at friendship.
Shut up.
"S-sorry, I- uh I do that a lot." Evan apologized.
"No it's fine"
YOU ARE READING
Light up my Shadows
Fanfiction"Light up my Shadows" takes place in a world where mental disorders haunt you; literally. Mental disorders, fears and strong emotions have almost-human forms. Positive emotions are called 'Lights' and all the negative stuff are called 'Shadows'...
