My World of Grey
♦Grey clouds are my friends
They're all I see
Silent noise surrounding me
♠I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
sometimes I think it was always supposed to be this way
♦It started early...all this pain
My life was never really mine
When I think about it there's nothing left to gain
My friend was never Time
♠ I don't know if I'm happy
I don't know if I'm sad
The sadness and joy collide
♦That's how My Grey began
It'll forever be by my side
♠It comforts me and wipes my tears
When my days have gone astray
But the constant smiles and shining mirrors
Have never made my day
♦I've never dreamed of being normal
It just doesn't seen right
Its so boring so plain
It reminds me of the color White
♠I used to like White when I remember
but not anymore that's gone
It gets easily stained like the snow of December
♦I used to be like that
spotless and clean
But my years have brought nothing but dirt
I can never go back to that White
All those stains are from so much hurt
♠So I just deal with my Grey
and enjoy it while it last
Which will be til the end of my days
