You're avoiding me and I don't know what I did wrong.
It makes me sad and I feel I want to cry
But then I remember you don't care so I sigh
What did I do that was oh so wrong?
To make you break a promise?
You're upset with me like I caused it all.
I'm slowly and surely taking the fall for all your pain and all your suffering
But you just won't talk to me.
I'm starting not to care
Because you made me feel as if you did
You tricked me
Made me feel worth it.
You smiled at me
And
Said nice things
But I cant help but wonder
Was it seriousness you bring?
It's like I don't exist
And I slowly see you leaving
But will I cry? No.
Because I don't need you seeing
All the emotional pain you cause.
You say you love me and that I'm worth it all
You'd never leave
And we're together at every call
But do you mean that now?
You might have before
Don't you see that I'm completely confused?
I can't smile
I can't laugh
I'm utterly unamused.
I just deal with it because I knew it would happen
It was too good to be true
You were the one
Or so I thought
But you were just having fun
You're bored with me now, I see it in your eyes.
You can deny it
But it'll just be lies
I took a chance with you
Giving you trust
That I did not have, totally completely afraid
You made my heart feel as if it would bust
But now I don't know
I feel alone in a crowded room
That's filled with you
And you just continue not to care.
You may never see
what you do to me
But it's best that way, am I right?
