I'm alone with no one here. They think I'm okay
But I'm breaking fading running away
I'm in little pieces trying to find a way
To pull
Myself back together
"Keep it together." they say
"Crying is weakness." They teach
But who is this they?
Society? Family? Friends? Or ourselves?
The voices inside, that Buzz and bother
They make you suffer and cause so much pain.
There's nothing to gain from it all
You tell yourself that you're okay
That you'll find a way
That it's not as bad as it seems
But
How do you know a truth from a lie?
How do you decrypt such chaotic messages?
How do you know when someone wants to help you and not hurt you when all you know is pain?
Every little move they make triggers a memory.
Causes more fear to add to what's already there.
We want to be alone but not ALONE.
We want some one like ourselves that can understand and won't judge.
Be the umbrella for our rain
The white to our snow
The beats to our hearts
But many of you wonder....
Will I ever find that person?
Will I ever be okay enough?
