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Allison's P.O.V.
I was practically going crazy right now worrying about Jacky. Right now he is out cold and has been this way for 3 days just because I got him in this mess. God I'm such a fuck up. I knew this would happen and yet I still managed to let the one I love get hurt.
"Miss White?" A voice called out and I looked up to see my doctor. I nodded towards him and he came in with his clip board. You might be wondering, Ally why aren't you wish Jacky? Well, to answer that question its because my stupid motherfucking doctor says that I have to be under "supervision".
"Yea, what's up doc?" I asked looking at my phone because Ryan texted me saying Jacky is doing fine but still hasn't woken up and to be honest, him not waking up is scaring me. I mean it's been 3 days.
"Well, from observations, nurses have told me you have a self mutilation problem." My eyes widened and right then and there I knew I needed to get out of here. I tried to cover my arms and put my hands on my stomach to make it seem like I was protecting my baby.
"She has no right to tell you that." I stated looking at him straight in the eyes.
"She told me because she thought she would be doing the right thing. Miss White you will be having a baby in 7 months and going through this condition is not good when having a baby." He said matter of fact.
"Where are you going with this..?" I trailed off even though I think I know what he is going to say.
"Well, I think the best option right now is to get you help before the baby is born so it's not around that environment." My mouth was agape when he said that.
"Excuse me but I haven't self mutilated since I found out I was having a baby. So if you don't mind could you shove your help up your ass because I don't need it." This time it was his turn for his eyes to widen. He didn't say anything, he just walked out of the room.
I looked at my phone and texted Ryan.
A~Can you come to my room for a sec?
R~Was already on my way
A~Good
After I sent my last text Ryan came through the door.
"Hey what's up?" He asked sitting down on my bed.
"So, the doctor came in and told me I needed help because of my self harm problem." I said looking at my hands.
"He said that? Why would he say that? You haven't done it since the last time right?" He asked worried.
"He said I needed help because I'm going to have a baby in 7 months and that the baby shouldn't be around that. And yes Ryan I haven't done it since the last time." I said to him which calm him down a bit.
"Ally, you don't need help. The baby will be fine and so will you." He said giving me a hug and I hugged him back. We hugged for a while until I broke it.
"So, any news on Jacky? Is he awake?" I asked hoping for the best. But when Ryan's face fell I wanted to break down.
"Ally, the doctors are trying everything in their power but he has internal bleeding and when ever the doctors fix it, something happens and it starts all over. They don't know if they can stop it. He got beat up really bad." He tried saying all this without shedding a tear or two but that didn't happen because he had more than a tear or two. But I on the other hand have completely broken down at this point. How can this be happening? The doctors have to try everything until he's better.
"Ryan, is he awake?" My voice just above a whisper asked.
"Yea, want me to take you to him?" He asked and I nodded my head.
Ryan got me out of bed and helped me walk to Jacky's room. At this point both me and Ryan were standing outside of his door and all I wanted to see was Jacky up and healthy. But when we got into his room I saw just the opposite.
"Jacky?" I called out trying to get his attention since his eyes were closed.
Jacky heard my voice and looked around until his eyes caught mine. I ran to Jacky's side and hugged him but being extra careful because I didn't want to hurt him even more.
"Allison, whatever happens..." he coughed and winced then continued, "Know that I'll always love you." We both had tears in our eyes and to think I thought I didn't have any more to shed but I guess I did.
"Jacky, I love you too. But please stop talking like this. The doctors are going to do everything they can to make you better." I said looking at him dead in the eye.
"Allison, just please r-remember that I will always and forever be in l-love with you and that I would do anything for you." After he said all that he started to cough even more violently and it was starting to worry me even more.
He wouldn't stop and by now nurses and his doctor came into the room and Ryan had to drag me out of the room.
But before I got out of his room completely I heard the noise I never wanted to hear come from his room.
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Sorry for the cliffhanger buttttt it had to happen... Also I am sorry it was a lot shorter it's just I wanted to leave this cliffhanger and making it short was the best option. So I'm sorry and the next chapter will hopefully longer.. heck it will be longer. THANKS ALL OF YOU LOVE YOU LOTS!!
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