Normani and Lauren were childhood friends and they split up from the outcome of suddenly going to different colleges. They meet again now that they're famous and old feelings come back.
It's been a few days since the whole thing at the club and I haven't spoke to Normani since. She's been ignoring my texts and calls and it's honestly overwhelming, I wish she would trust and forgive me. I've been staying with Tori and she was on my ass the first couple of days about how stupid I was and all that other shit I heard from Mani.
"Lauren what should we do today?" Tori asks, sitting next to me
"I don't know" I sigh
I hold on to the bear Mani gave me when we were five and place a light kiss on it as I try not to cry.
"What's that?" Tori asks
"This was the bear she gave me when we were five" I say
"Lo, no you not sitting in here actin like one of them people in the movies" She laughs
"That's how I feel" I mumble
"You gonna cry?" She asks softly, opening her arms
I nod my head and she wraps her arms around me.
"Who goes to sleep in a fucking club?" I cry
"You" She mumbles
"I'm serious Victoria!" I yell
"Don't yell at me bitch" She says
"Mistakes happen in life, from what you've told me she didn't completely break up with you right?" She asks
"She's thinking about it though" I mumble
"But it didn't happen yet" She says
"Get dressed, you have a livestream to do" She says
"I don't wanna" I say
"Well your manager is making you, it's part of promo, come on" She says
I sigh and get up, once I pick out a comfortable outfit I head off into the bathroom to get ready. All of my stuff is still at the apartment with Mani, so I'm only working with the clothes I've left here over the years.
Once I'm ready I grab my laptop and set everything up.
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"Hiiii Twitter world" I smile as best as I can
"Hey everybody it's ya girl, Tori Kelly! That's right, TK is here boi" She yells
"TK is not here, get out" I laugh
"The people want me to stay" She says, pointing to the comments
TOOORRIIII
Lauren let Tori stay 😩
Noooo Tori
TK is here to stay
"Don't be cringey" I say
"Me cringey?" She fake gasps
"Anyway! We're gonna be here for like an hour guys" I smile
Time passes and Tori has been cringey but the good kind. My mind would constantly drift off to Normani but I've managed to not let it show.
"I'll be back" Tori says, getting up
I nod my head and read through the comments.
Throw a cover on us?
^^^^^
PLEASE
A Jauregui cover!
"Why not" I chuckle
If I could recapture All of the memories And bring them to life Surely I would
Hear the distant laughter Wasn't it you and me Surviving the night You're fading out of my sight Swiftly
Yoooouuuuuuu'rrrrrrrrrreeeeeee (A/N: I wanted to be extra gdghjjjjkk)
Reaching out into the distance Searching for spirits of the past Just a trace of your existence to grasp And if somehow I could recapture All of the memories And bring them to life Lord knows I would
But now you're fading faster Getting so hard to see Taking the light Letting the darkness inside Swiftly
Yooooouuuu'rrrreeeee vaaaaannnnniiisshhing, oooooooohhhh yyyeeeaaaaaaaa awaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy (A/N: I crack myself up)
By the time I'm done I have tears threatening to fall and I force a smile.
"Ok thanks for watching tweeters bye" I rush out
I end the stream and lower my head to my knees, letting out a loud sob.
