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Jacqueline|Francis

Are you there?

Who's this?

I'm the girl from yesterday.

There were quite a lot of girls from yesterday. Are you someone from the museum that I conversed with?

I'm J.

Wait, are you the girl with the agoraphobia? I'm really sorry, but I deleted our chat. I was drunk and must've done it.

You shouldn't pretend to say sorry when you do not mean it. We both know that you were really glad to have deleted the conversation we had.

Maybe I was. But I guess that you're an interesting case. Most girls I talk to are either too clingy, too full of themselves or too possessive. And they all turn out to be rich and perfect. But you, you are different.

How would I know about them? I haven't left my house for eleven years.

How did this happen? The phobia I mean?

I don't know.

I think it was always there. And then one day, I was visiting the eifell tower with my family. I started hyperventilating and screaming like a mad man. The doctor deemed it a panic attack.

And was it?

Yes. So I started doing this whenever I was taken outside. My parents called me a lunatic, my friends made jokes about me and everyone just hated me.

Oh. And what happened yesterday? What was that all about?

Mental breakdown. Happens a lot. But I'm in one of my better moods today. I mean I look at the eifell tower from my house and the view is magnificent. But then it also reminds me of my first panic attack that defined my phobia.

Wow. You have some serious issues going on up there. But I don't know how I can help you. I mean what do you expect me to do?

Idk. I randomly typed a number and messaged you. Really didn't expect all of this to happen.

So then why don't you leave? Why do you still message me?

Maybe I'm mad like everyone says. Maybe I need a virtual friend cuz I cannot meet people in real. Maybe my time will pass easily.

So you're using me? And I don't think that you're mad.

No! I'm not using you. Please don't assume that. Don't be like all the others. I beg you. Don't hate me! I do not want people to hate me. Please.

Hey hey. Calm down. I won't leave if you don't want me to. To be honest, it'll be a good if I also have a virtual friend because sometimes, dealing with 'live' people's bullshit is too much. You might be a distraction.

But I'm crazy.

Only if you think so. You won't be otherwise. It's all in your head.

So do you have a perfect life? I mean the way you tell things. . .

I do. My life is something most people die to have. But I have some friend issues going on. Which also involves my ex. So that's a bit messy for me.

I know I've got problems of my own, but I will be willing to help you if you want, yeah? You stayed with me during my mental breakdown. This is the least I can do to repay you.

I'll keep that in mind. Thanks.

I have to go now. I'll talk to you later. And what should I save your name as, huh? J sounds a bit weird, no?

I am weird, so save it as J :) That's fine.

But what's your real name?

That's for me to know and for you to find out. Bye then. TTYL.

Sure, bye. Talk to you later.

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