everyday i've woken up
better than before
the sun shines brighter
i started singing again
but then the darkness comes
the tears start to drown me
the demons surround me
trees start to spin around me
and then i fall...
.
.
.
only to get back up again
brush off the dust
and keep walking
but the darkness
never goes away
and at night
it gets worse
and worse
until i'm screaming
screaming until i lose my voice
until i have to tell everyone
that i lost it at work
i'm screaming
until i can't breathe
because the darkness
it's shows me things
like you leaving
like me cheating
like the lies built up inside me
like all the things that won't happen
and i can't take it
because it feels so
real.
and all i'm able to do
all i'm able to say
is ask why
