Insecurities |Book 1/3|

7|Hear Me Out|

Kai'Jai -Played By Quavo ❤️
Kilo(^His Brother)-Played By Nba Young Boy❤️
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Vada Jewel Jones
2 weeks Later ...

Right now I Was at Lj House . This Man Really Living The Dream. His House Is Beautiful . I Don't See Why No Woman Has Stayed With Him. I'm Living The Life ! This house , My New Wardrobe , Everything! I Even Get To Eat Now . Ion Know Man, This Is Really Great. Bad Part Is Ion Got Kenny No More. I Would've Took Him But That Would've Left Me At Risk Of Getting Caught Up. I Couldn't Have That. I Love Him Dearly, Hopefully One Day We Meet Again.

On The Other Hand , I Dropped Out Of School. I Don't Associate With Kai'Jai Anymore Cause I Don't Go To School & Lj Got Me An IPhone 7s+ ; Replacing My HTC Android , So I Have No Contacts . But Ion Think Lj Is To Fond Of Kai'Jai . I don't Know Why But I Think It Has Something To Do With There Drug Dealer Rivalry . Lj isn't A drug Dealer Though, But He Do Buy Lots Of Product For His Club So He Is Quite Involved Due To Kai'Jai Being The KingPin Of Chicago. Kai'Jai Don't Come Off As A Damn Kingpin . He So Sweet . But With Him Finally Being Able To Buy His Momma A House & Her Dying On Him, I Guess That Heart Turned Hard & Cold. Until He Met Me, He Claims I Have A Warm & Loving Effect On Him.

I Do Miss My Bestfriend , I Miss Venting To Him. But I Think Me Fleeting The Scene Quick Will Keep My Feelings Safe So I Won't Catch Feelings And Emotions Towards My "Bestfriend" . Lj Is Cool Though , But He Puts Up His Guard. We Are Not In A Relationship, Im Just A Good Friend He Let Live With Him. He Claims He Wants To Commit But I Don't Know . He Has Females Running Through The House 24/7 And I Just Don't Get It. Dose He Not See Me Sitting Here? Waiting To Get Some Loving ?

My Thoughts Took Over My Head As I Sat & Watched Videos As I Scrolled Down Facebook.

Lj Was Making Me Breakfast, Sweet Right?

I'm Loving This.

"Babe, Come Eat !" He Yelled Softly .

I hopped Out The Bed And Stumbled Down The Rail Of Stairs .

I Was Wearing Some Fuzzy PINK Shorts , A White Tank Top & Long White Socks.

My Ass Was Looking Right !

I Made My Way In The Kitchen And My Mouth Began To Water . There Was Pancakes, Sausage,Eggs,Bacon,& Grits! Ouuu I Love A Man Who Can Cook Grits !

"You Did All This For Me?" I Mumbled To Myself.

"Yeah. I Said I Loved You Right?" He Smiled.

"Yes, I Didn't Know This Much." I Smiled . He Handed Me A Plate And I Sat At The Table & Dug In !

"Slow Down Ma'" He Chuckled .

I Shyly Smiled , "I Love Food, Lemme Do My Thang." I Smiled .

He Smiled Back. "Mhm, But Baby Later ,Got To Handle Some Business At The Club, You Down?"

"Yeah I'm Down, I Gotta Get Dressed." He Nodded His Head & Continued To Eat His Food .

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*That Night
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I Was Wearing A Skin Tight Red Dress With Some Black Red Bottoms. I Looked Like The Richest Bitch In The Club. I Had Jewelry Dripping From My Neck & My Tattoos Gleamed off My Skin.

"Shorty, You Can Walk Around. I Gotta Handle Some Grown Man Buinsess. Don't Let Nobody Touch What's Mine." He Said,Smacking My Ass And Leaving A Rough Kiss On My Neck.

I Smiled , "Be Safe , & Of Course ." He Nodded and Walked Off.

I Found Myself Wondering Through The Club , Music Blasting And Lustful Men & Women Looking Towards Me, I Just Let My Eyes And Lips Do The Talking As I Mugged They Ass . It's About 11 at Night . Who Comes To The Club This Early Anyways ? There Wasn't Any Strippers On Stage Yet So Maybe That's Why Im Getting This Attention. But I Remembered At Midnight Dime Piece Performs. I Still Have A Bone To Pick With Her .