Insecurities |Book 1/3|

9|Love Her Forever|

Kai'Jai Desean Monroe

That nigga bout as pussy as a cat. Dumb ass, see I knew Lj before I figured out he was fucking with Vada. Ya see, me and Lj go way back, before his Buisness . After my moms died , I started to sell weed for a local lord , named Winter.

When I would go pick up work from his trap, I would buy other Drug products from co-workers . I was bout 15 and curious, I Ain't try them I took them home in the kitchen and I whipped it up and start making my own product and start making a name for my self.

I ran into Lj about a year later and he gave me a good offer of 2 million for 10 pounds . I Was 16and I was down for it. Let's just say that 2 million started me and kilo lavish life .

Now , the reason I hate the nigga is cause one day he tried to take the chances of fucking me Over cause I was a youngin.

Me being 16 & him being 20, I guess he thought it was an advantage. I' Wasn't no dumb nigga . He had Bout 4 niggas watching my house and I went outside and blew all They brains out .

I Was young , wild , & free , but a nigga Wasn't dumb.

But I knew Lj had big money , I did buisness with him still but I'm smarter with it and last year I told him if he ever fuck with me or my money again , he catching a bullet To his face. Vada wasn't apart of that deal so he can have her ass.

Vada Jewel Jones

Me & Lj was now sitting at Chicago's best deep dish pizza spot. He seemed so quite so I broke the silence.

"So, what you want to eat?" I asked .

"Ummm, whatever you want Shawty." He smiled.

I thought back on my childhood, before I lost my mom & family when I was 5, me and momma & Myla would come here and order the meat lovers pizza. It Was our spot when dad and momma needed time apart.

The waiter came to the table, a tall brown skinned guy.

"What would you guys like?" He politely asked.

"Can I have a medium meat lovers treat & 2 cokes." I cheesed.

"Yes, I'll be back with your meals." He walked off.

"So, Lj what now?" I asked.

"You are Literally amazing ." He smiled .

I blushed and looked into his soft eyes.

"Umm thanks."

"Ever since you came in my life I haven't been as crazy as I'm known to be. I really love you Vada. You are my world . You My Heart. We are one." He Said with 100% seriousness .

"I love you too & I feel the same."I smiled .

"I promise I won't let no one hurt you,I promise to always give you my all." He kissed my back hand.

I cant believe I'm in love with the man sitting across We from me. The man I met at game stop . A man that owns a strip club & takes drugs. My mother will be disappointed but this man got me the courage to get the fuck out that house and the system.

I Let the tears build up as I secretly hid them.

"Baby, don't hide." Lawrence Spoke as he reached in his right pocket.

He pulled out a black box .

"Wh-what's this?" I stuttered.
"Don't worry baby, it's just a gift."he smiled , opening the box revealing a gold solid bracelet with 'Lawrence' carved in it . I couldn't help but smile . But guilt Started to build up because it seems like Lj has told me most of his past and why he has the life Today . To Him , he don't know shit but that I was abused and ran away.

I smiled at him &he smiled back , putting the bracelet on my arm.

"Your mine." He smiled & the waiter was Back with our meal.

I couldn't help but smile, everything seems like it's gonna be okay .

At least I thought ...
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A/n:sorry I been mia . But, this kinda short & lame chapter but Enjoy & comment ideas❤️🤞🏽RASHYAH