Insecurities |Book 1/3|

11|Poison|Pt.2

|Aneeka in the MM|

Vada Jewel Jones

I was walking down stairs from being fresh out the shower. I had on ripped jean booty shorts, letting my but hang out at the bottom. And I had on a pink crop top with my Knee high tied silver sandals. I was looking fine. My hair was bone straight.

I made it down stairs and I walked into the living room when I seen Lawrence finishing his last pipe. Yeah, he recently been getting more active with the drugs.

"Damn, where you going baby?" He licked his lips at me and I smiled.

"Up to Lady 23 to talk to dime." I said truthfully.

"Come here." He demanded, and I did as told.

He pulled me into his lap and planted kisses down my neck , as his hands moved up my breast. I spun around a bit and crashed my lips into his. We havent had sex in about a week. Like what the hell is up? All of a sudden he wanna get lovey dovey. He is so damn off , drugs really fuck everything up. Especially love.

"Ight I go-gotta go." I struggled.

"Okay, if I find out you fuck any of them niggas, I'll kill you."He said with all seriousness in his face but his eyes were lustful.

"whatever, I'll be back later." I shrugged him off.

I got up and grabbed my purse and phone. Next thing I know, I felt his large hands grip the back of my neck, cutting off my breathing, making me voice stuck.

"La-lawrence, st-stop!" I coughed out as he spun infront of me without letting go of my throat. I grew weak in my knees as he added his second hand to my throat. "Dont ever fucking disrespect me again!" My head began to go light and my eyes started to go low until he looked me in my eyes and they looked sadden. He let me go and began to plead.

"Oh my gosh, Vada im so sorry!" He wrapped his arm around my waist and grabbed the bottle of water and tried to hand it to me, I denied as tears fell down my eyes.

He began to wipe them and only thing I could think of was Darren. Here we go again, I wish Kenny was here to save me.

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Kai'Jai Desean Monroe

"Aneeka , can you hand me the remote." I said as I sat on her bed.

She did as told and she went back to her homework. Right now I was at her crib, just chilling and shit. I aint have nun better to do, I gotta go to the studio then hit the trap.

I flipped through the channels then I got bored. I got out the bed and went over to Aneeka, who was at her computer desk.

She was typing on her computer and I leaned down and spoke softly.

"What you doing ."

"Homework. Dont distract me thank you ." She said. She really a school girl. Its annoying sometimes.

"Well im gone."

"Kay." She said, she got up and hugged me.

I kissed her cheek and grabbed my phone and dipped, on my way to the studio. Little do Aneeka know, this my last time fucking with her, She just boring and aint on shit.

I got to the studio and dapped up spook.

"Aye wassup nigga" I said.

"Aye wassgood. you gotta record yo outro then yo Mixtape drop in 2." He said, I pulled out a back wood and 3 grams of loud.

I started to break down the weed.

"Yeah, I can do that, then How much I get for the tape?" I said as I opened the wood and emptied it out.

"All together , I got you 5gs." He said, I was satisfied with that number.

"Ight then bet, tryna face this wit me?" I asked as I began to light the perfectly rolled blunt. He nodded and I sparked it up and took a long drag. I took about 3 more drags and handed to him. My high began to take over and I felt goo as hell.

I got a phone call and I seen Kilo name pop up.I answered.

"Aye bro?" He said.

"Yeah?"

"where you at?"

"Im at the studio, you good?"I walked into the booth.

"Yeah, bro Trigga came by lookin fa ya, he said in code, 'Meet at the dome, lot of players doing fouls. Stop at the dock for equipment." He said. The code mean I gotta get to the strip club , its alot of money to get made, and I gotta stop at the trap for some product.

"Ight good lookin bro. Ill be home around 4am." I said.

"Alright Kai' be safe man, All love."

"100k Already know, All love." I said and ended the call.

I opened up my notes and waited for Spook to drop the beat, The words began to flow out my mouth.

When Im rapping, I feel like im free of worries. No bullshit, when I rap only thing I see is my moms and sister. May they rest in piece and watch over my bro.

I went over the rap about 5 times and I walked out. I talked to Spook and he said he go give me a call. I made my way to the car and blasted my music. Gotta head to the trap and get a couple thangs.

I pulled up, got out and went inside.

"Aye wassgood T. Gimmie a MCM bag full of Gs. Im going to the dome." I said and he handed to me. I put the book bag on and ran back to my car.

I got in and sped off to the strip and Trigga was parked , standing by his car on his phone.

"Wassgood nig." I dapped him up.

"Aye brodie, I aint think you was go come."

"Why wouldn't I ?"I questioned.

"Didnt Pimp lawrence run you outta here?" He asked.

I laughed, and I mean crying laughing. "Bro you know me better, That nigga dont scare me. Ill come to this bitch every damn day if I wanted to."

"I know bro, Im just fucking with you. All love, all love." He chuckled and dapped me up again.

"I gotchu, lets go get this money."

"real shit."

We made our way in, lets get it.

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A/N: Aye, wassuppppppp! How yall feel?? COMMENT , COMMENT!