Insecurities |Book 1/3|

8|Change On Me|

(Sorry about the false update ! This chapter has been edited & revised !)

Vada Jewel Jones

I woke up with a bangin' ass headache. Yep. I definitely had a hangover because my head hurt and I couldn't remember shit at all. I slowly got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom to do my hygiene . After I finished my shower I decided to wear my white crew neck, black leggings, Jordan 12s. I walked downstairs to see Lj sitting on the sofa watching Get Rich or die trying.

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a granola bar and a glass of apple juice.

"Hey, what Happened last night??" I questioned. He slowly turned his head and looked at me sideways. He shifted in his seat a little and turned his body so that he was facing me completely.

"Well you got a lil tipsy ma. Nun else to it." He said with a shrug. But I knew there had to be more to it. "What do you mean nun else to it?? You know damn well more shit happened last night that I wasn't able to control. So either you drop the fucking attitude and tell me what went down, or I can just leave since you acting pissy." I said calmly. "Oh it's like that?" He said tilting his head.

Even though I was boiling on the inside, I smiled and shook my head. He was really starting to piss me off. "Look Lawrence when I ask a question I expect you to give me a valid answer." I stated. "Ight sit down." He said. "Bi- I know you see me sitting down already. Stop playing!!" He smirked at me. He leaned in to kiss me and I pushed his face and ran to the room. "Broooo what's wrong with you." He said laughing.

I laughed and looked at him. "You get nothing from me until you tell me what happened." I said. He walked out the room. Oh well he'll be crawling back by tonight I already know.

I walked back downstairs and grabbed the car keys. I decided to go shopping because it's relaxing.

"Aye, where you goin? I was jus about to tell you what happened last night." He said. "Bruh you are so annoying." I sighed. "So we we're at the club and I left you in the front to handle some business and shit. I guess you got a lil tipsy ......or drunk as fuck. But then that nigga Kai'jai came and when I came back up to the front he was tryna take advantage of you and I was pissed so we was arguing and he tried to hurt me baby."

Part of me believed that Kai'jai was the bad person in this situation, but I just couldn't bring myself to think it. But I needed to stay on Lj's good side or I wouldn't be anybody or have anything. "Aww I'm so sorry baby." I said and leaned in to hug him.

He kissed me and I climbed on top of him and straddled his lap. " When we gon make it official?" I asked and he pretended to think. " Really nigga." I laughed. "Baby you know I really want to , I was waiting on you ." He said. "Yea whatever." I said. I got off of him and was go start to make my way out the door . Cause shopping was still on my mind.

I was reaching for the keys again until I felt Lj arms grip my waist .

"Whatttttt?" I groaned.

"Don't act like that, you know you My lady . I told you this already . You My Cuban queen ." He kissed my cheek.

I blushed and smiled .

"You just Tryna Make me Feel better."I pouted .

He started to peak at my curved lips until I gave up and he shoved his tongue in my mouth, deepening the kiss.

"You Know I love you Right ?" Lj said , as I looked into his beautiful eyes.

"Yes , & I love you too." He smiled .

"You Mean the world to me Ma, I'll die for you. You are my girl , and yes we are official ." He said , I honestly didn't believe him .

"You Serious ?" I asked .

"I mean this, on everything I love man." He kissed me one more time.

"You Got to show me ."

"Ight , lemme show you." He smiled , snatched the keys and grabbed my arm , pulling me towards the door.

"Where we going ?!" I asked.

"I'm bout to show you. Come on" he winked .

I couldn't do nothing but smile , I really love this boy. But to think that Kai'Jai was trying to take advantage of me , I thought he was different I mean we got the same Life Story, we lost our mothers , we cried together and he would sexually harass me ? Hmm, I guess shit Wasn't meant to be , Kai'Jai why you have to change on me ?

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A/N: What y'all think about Lj lying? Should Vada believe Lj or trust in Kai'jai?? Let me know how y'all feel in the comments!! And don't forget to VOTE and COMMENT ideas or what you think should happen next. Thanks loves!! (Sorry it's short😲!)

-Rashyah💖