Insecurities |Book 1/3|

12|Broken Clocks|

Vada Jewel Jones

I had ran out of the house, and into Dime's car. We had pulled up to the club and went straight to the dressing room. It was a full house tonight so all the girls where out on stage or giving dances, so that left me and Dime alone in the dressing room.

"How you get them marks on yo neck?" She asked me as she stop looking for an outfit for me. Honestly I was nervous about dancing..

"Um nothing, I got sensitive skin." I lied.

"Hmm, okay. Its some makeup in the drawer besides you." She said, not sounding convinced. Oh well. But I think she knows, I remember she told me to 'Put the money where my mouth is and let my mind figure out what Im really facing.' I guess what she meant by that was dont let the gifts and money get to my head and realize Lawrence dont give a fuck about me.

I pulled out the make up and dabbed it on my neck.

"Okay, you wanna strip now huh?" She asked.

"Hm, yeah. Need some extra coins."

"Hmm." She nodded.

"What color you want to wear? Ima have you go out at midnight with me."

"I'll wear pink." I said simply.

She handed me the pieces of clothing.

I took my clothes off infront of her, I mean ima stripper now might as well get used to it.

It was a complete laced top, you can see my brown nipples. Like damn. Then the bottoms was a pink thong.

"Here go some heels." She handed me a pair of pink heels. I put them on and looked in the mirror. I looked good i guess. My hair stopped at my butt with a middle part.

"Im not gonna lie, im nervous."I confessed.

"Its okay, Ima be up there with you yo first time. Just feel sexy. Move ya hips. After a while take off ya bra. You dont have to take your panties off but more money when the bra come off." She said.

"Okay."

She handed me a brown trench coat to put on. She had on the same thing as me but she had a red laced set on and red pumps.

"Dime, what made you wanna strip?" I asked.

"I got 2 kids. Im doing this myself. I gotta get food on the table." She said shrugging her shoulders.

"I respect you so much. Whats there name?" I asked, Starting conversation.

"I got a daughter,Sidney. And I got a son, Carter. She 4 and he 6." She smiled proudly.

"Awwwww." I smiled.

"Gentlemen, dig in them pockets! She likes her 20s Green and her 100s Blue, We got dime piece and a lil foreign thang New comer, Cuban Doll coming to the stage!" The Dj announced and my stomach fell to my ass.

"Its show time doll."Dime smiled.

Oh lordt, how did I get in this situation.

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Kai'Jai Desean Monroe.

Me and one of my customers shook hands as he handed me 2gs and I gave him a rock. He nodded his head and I walked away. I met Trigga in the VIP and we was just chilling. We made good money by only being here for a hour.

Anyways, i havent seen that Nigga Lawrence but if he come at me on some bullshit ima shoot his ass in his own damn club.-

"Aye bro, aint that shawty?" Trigga began to tap my shoulder.

My thoughts where interrupted when I looked towards the stage to see Vada and some girl grinding on eachother and niggas throwin money on them.

I aint know how to feel about it, I mean I was feeling shawty but not now. She showin what she got to all these thirsty niggas when I wanna be the only nigga to see.

"Yeah thats her." I shrugged.

"You aint go do nothing?" He asked concerned .

"What ima do? She bout grown as hell. She got a boyfriend. She look happy to me." I shrugged again.

"Nigga I outta' Smack the fuck outta you." He said, "Thats girl only what? 17! She should not be up there! And what nigga go allow they bitch to strip!? Is you serious! And nigga you the one who know her good, supposed to be bestfriends head ass, HOW In THE fuck is she happy STRIPPING!" Trigga got annoyed.

I can see why he mad cause his girlfriend was killed about 2 years ago dealing with old beef with some strippers.

I aint know how to respond so I dapped him up and walked away and I made my way to the first stripper I seen.

She was darkskinned and Her hair was in a high pony tail and she had on a one piece leopard lingerie.

"Wassgood, ma." I smiled.

"Hey, wanna dance? " She licked her lips seductively.

"Ha, not for me, But my nigga over there in VIP with the book bag on do. (Trigga)" I chuckled.

"Sure thang."She began to walk away. I lightly grabbed her arm and she spun around.

"Aye shawty,Can you get me a private room in the back and send me a different stripper." I asked.

"Umm, sure. Which girl?" She asked.

"Can I get the new girl, Cuban Doll. Im offering 5k." Her eyes widened.

"I can give you the dance." She demanded.

"Nah, I need her. Ill tip you." I said, pulling out a band, handing it to her.

She smiled, "Go to room 733, Ill have her in there in 10 minutes. "

"Thank you." I smiled and she returned the gesture before I walked off.

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Cliff Hanger!

A/N:Heyooooooooo, Can you guys please vote and comment.....But how yall feel about all the characters? Its 2 more chapters then ima take the book to book 2! Comment ideas!