Insecurities |Book 1/3|

3|Sorry Boys|

Lawrence In Media‼️^^^

Vada Jewel Jones

I was now at home with the cruel family and their godly son, Kenny.

I was constantly draining myself, trying to think what Ima wear on this lil date with Lawrence. I don't know what to expect from him but let's hope for the best. It was bout 6:30 and I knew that He was coming to get me at 7. I Know in my heart that Darren won't let me leave alone at this time ESPECIALLY if it's with a nigga.

My plan was to have pretend as if I was sick and say I was going to the hospital and a Female friend was coming to get me. Hopefully he just high or drunk so he won't question me as much.

I stood wearing mustard yellow jeans, my black Timberlands, and a purple,pink and mustard yellow Flannel. It sounds like it's ugly but it's actually a pretty kinky outfit.

My hair was all over my head . My wild curls drenched down my back. I ran to go get a thermometer and put it under a lamp. I let it sit and get hot then I ran up to Darren and Kendra's room.

"Oh My Gosh! I'm So Sick. I can't feel my toes, my noes is red, and my temperature is 104.3, take me to the hospital!" I cried in pain.

"The fuck bitch? What I look like? Lay on that couch and die I don't give a fuck." Darren glared, standing 6'3 compared to my short ass.

My heart dropped, like how could you say that to me? I know im not really sick but damn.

"You can go to the hospital, Darren calm down." Kendra stepped in, handed him a blunt and he looked at her like she was crazy. He took the blunt. I walked away with a shameful posture but really I was happy as hell.

I stumbled down the stairs and I grabbed my purse off the counter and was soon about to head out until I heard a voice boom behind me.

"Sissy, where you going?" Kenny said.

"Ummmm, im just going out for a minute."

"You leaving me?" He asked softly.

"I'd never leave you, ill be right back." I assured him.

"Okayyyy, I wove you." He said.

"I love you too." I cheesed and walked completely out the door. I sprinted to the car where Lawrence stood, pressuring his body on the hood.

"Hello beautiful." He smiled and I blushed.

"Hi Handsome." I smiled and he kissed my cheek and opened my door. I quickly got inside and he closed my door and dashed to the drivers side of the car.

Im very insecure so me being able to do this with Lawrence is a big step for me but there isn't many times where I get asked out so why not take this shot.

We drove in a comfortable silence. I stared out the window as he payed attention to the road and low music played. Now some people may think im crazy for being with this man that I met yesterday but dammit, I believe in love at first sight.

We continued to drive and we ended up at a strange building I never seen before. From the looks of it, It was a strip joint. Why the fuck he bring me to a damn strip club.

"Lawrence?" I asked.

"Yeah Shawty?"

"Why we at a strip club?" I asked in a bit of worry.

"Cause. I see something in you." He said as he opened up his glove compartment and pulled out some weed and rellos.

"What do you mean?" I asked in wonder as he began to roll up.