Insecurities |Book 1/3|

5|Tonight|

(Jessica Dime Piece In Media^)


Vada Jewel Jones

Couple Days Later .

Right now I Was out with Lj. We were at the strip joint, Lady 23. We were here before closing and he was handling money deals. Being around Lj , taught me so much shit. I mean I already knew what weed and shit Was but he taught me more about Hood businesses, such as Lady 23. Lady 23 was made to give Hood bitches in Chicago a chance at making some money. I just don't see why Lj decided to make this business .

"Shorty, can you go tell Dime Piece It's her turn to perform at midnight." Lj said, more as an order; not an option.

"Yeah." I said as I got up from his lap and made my way out of his office leaving him counting money by himself.

I walked out the office , in search of the dressing room. I looked around at all the thirsty men and half naked women. Is This what it's like? To Be a real woman?

I eventually found the room and I entered . I looked around while the girls looked at me like I was a new toy.

"Um, who is Dime Piece?" I asked out loud.

"Who's Asking?" The voice boomed from a tall, thick light skinned girl with a neon pink hair color . She was a beautiful woman, with her own style.

"Me, sorry for interrupting. Lj said you have to perform at midnight." I said shyly. I mean this like my 3rd time here and all this shit is new to me.

She nodded her head then looked at me hard, "So Your the new girl?"

"Um, no. I don't dance, me and Lj ummm, talk." I said .

She laughed a little, "Well good luck shorty." I looked at her like what you mean by 'good luck'.

I kept my thoughts to myself & made my way back to Lj. I'll be sure to ask her what she meant.

I walked out the dressing room while some woman looked at me in lust. I smirked and continued to walk.

Walking into Lj's office he sat there with a white line of crack across his upper lip and a hoochie sucking his dick. No, I ain't act Hurt. I didn't show no emotions. He ain't my man. But people think I am, I have the title . Lemme take this opportunity and run with it. My father was in a gang and involved with drugs, what if I stick around with Lj, what if he leads me to my father and my mother. I guess Vada do got some tricks up her sleeve .

"Lj baby? Can I try?" I Asked out as he reached his sexual high.

I grabbed the crack pipe and tray and I snorted the powder. My body soon was taken over as I seen fading images of me ,my mother, and sister. The day we were split up.

"I'm sorry baby, I needed it. Didn't wanna rush you or push you into anything my queen." Lj whispered in my ear, sending shivers down my body.

"It's coo, take me home Please." I said in soft words.

"I Gotchu." He said.

My body was soon lifted up, what have I gotten myself into lord.

*

Kai'Jai DeSean Monroe

Today was Friday and I was deciding that since the school year is pretty much coming to an end in a few weeks, I'd invite Vada over . Just to have the chance to talk to her. I got that opportunity right?

I was waiting at the front door of the school, waiting on her to walk up towards me. I had her McDonald's waiting in all. One thing about me, I know God. And my momma taught me about him. Just cause Ima thug Don't Mean I can't believe in the lord. And with me believing him, I got to see the good and bad of people and I don't know the bad of Vada. But there has to be. I wanna know.

I waited for another 10 minutes, realizing School was starting I ditched and walked towards the school parking lot and got in my all white Rover.

I pulled off and called up my Mans Spook.

"Aye bro?"

"Wassgood."

"Look in the computer to find a shorty named Vada Jones" With us working in the streets, we got tabs on Everybody and they Momma in Chicago.

"Uh, lil Cuban chick. She live deep in the projects . Building G; door 229."Spook said after a good 5 minutes .

"GoodLookin ."

"Fashoo." I ended the call. I drove over towards the Projects slowly. Knowing shorty, she prolly just ditching .

I Road around for a min and I noticed her sitting at the end of a slide. I parked in the parking lot and got out, grabbing the food.

I slowly walked beside her and sat down. Putting the food in her lap.

"Kai'jai?" She said softly .

"Yeah. You okay?" I asked.

She grew silent and I just waited until she wanted to talk.

"Thanks for the food." She smiled and started to eat. I smiled , knowing I'm doing something right.

I sat, waiting patiently as I noticed bruises all on her Forearm.

"Okay, foods gone. Talk." I said as I grew angry.

" I don't know what to say. "She said.

"I can't make you talk. But I want you to know I'm here. And I don't want you taking this path of not coming to school. It's not Go help you in the long run."

"I know you here. I'll tell you what you need to know . I'm good." She assured me . But I don't believe that shit , but I'll let it slide cause she obviously going through something . I Know crack effect and I see it in her eyes.

"Okay just promise me something ."

"What 'Jai ?"

"Don't Do Nothing your mother wouldn't want you Doing." I said, making me think of my mother.

"I never had a mother . Well I did, but I lost her and my sister when I was 5 and I don't know if they dead or alive ." I looked at her as tears fell from her face.

"Well , I lost my mother and sister over a car crash when I was only 15. I understand yo pain. You ain't gotta tell it all, but Bestfriend ; you gotta let me know something. I see you hurting ." I wrapped my arms around her body .

"I'm sorry for your lost 'Jai. Ima be good . " She opened up to me and built her wall up again.

"Thank You & You Too. But you go find them one day. I can't help if you don't tell me. But until you do, let's go to school now ." I said, standing up and reaching for her hand.

She grabbed my hand and smiled .

"Thank you ." She said as hot tears fell from her eyes.

"Don't thank me . You My Bestfriend . This my job." I kissed her cheek , making the tears fade.

She smiled . "That's My girl." I put my arm around her shoulder and we went towards my car.

Something bout her and her insecurities make me feel so soft,what have I gotten myself into lord.

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A/N:My Bad I Been Gone. I Have My Finals This Week & I Been Very Busy. Be Patient. But I'm Moving To Story Kinda Fast So We Can Get To The Good Stuff & Plot Twists. Enjoy Loves😚💋..