Insecurities |Book 1/3|

6|One Hundred|

Vada Jewel Jones.

I was at home, doing homework with Kenny. It was about 7:00 and I was just waiting until Midnight so Lj can come get me. I been sneaking out with him for the longest. I don't know what I wanna do with my life any more. I know one thing, I dont ever wanna try crack again.

"I Don't get this sissy." Kenny said as he pointed to a math problem.

"Okay, the problem is whats '19-7=?' so, say you got 19 apples, Brasi took 7, how many you got left?" I said and Kenny started to count on his fingers.

"12!" He chanted.

"Good job baby." I kissed his cheek and I looked back into my Chemistry book.

"Vadaaaaa!" Darren, my foster father screamed my name.

"Yeah?"

"Come here right the fuck now !" He yelled and I got nervous.

"I'll be right back Kenny. Dont worry." I said as I got up from my seat and jogged upstairs.

"Yes ?" I asked.

"So You Saying Vada been leaving this house every night?" Darren asked Brasi, My body literally shut down.

"Yeah Dad, She Been Leaving With A Man!" He said and I knew I was gonna die right where I stood.

"Brasi, go help Kenny with his work." He did as Told and I felt a hard slap hit my face, making my body hit the cold floor. He kicked me constantly in the stomach and punched me until I started to cough up blood.

"Dumb ass bitch! You think you grown huh?" He yelled and continued to abuse my body. I cried out a little, but I ain't want him to see my downfall. I'm strong. I'm okay.

He started to get tired and his baby momma broke the shit up .

"Hope You learned to lesson. Part two tomorrow, go feed my kids hoe." He simply said . I Got up, wiped my mouth and limped down stairs, my body was beat and bloody.

I walked down stairs in pure pain until I seen Brasi on the couch smiling once he seen me. He got up and headed upstairs. Then my eyes landed on Kenny.

That's really my heart .❤️ I do this for him.

"Sissy, why! Why he do to you!? You so pretty. With the scars and all ! He a bad man , I shoot him." Kenny panicked as I sat on the couch and he looked at my face and blood on my clothes.

"It's okay baby, just know I love you . Through all this, I'm doing this for you. Okay? Forever my brother." I said softly as my tears fell.

"Okayyyy love you too sissy. Be right back." He said and ran off.

I took the time and looked in the nearest mirror. This is what it comes to? A beaten beauty. I should've just ran away, but where to. Now that I got Lj, I got a place to go...but I don't wanna leave my Kenny.

Meanwhile, Kenny ran back in the living room with a 2 towels in his hand. One was wet and one dry.

"Her Sissy, lemme help you." He said , I sat down and he started to softly wipe up the blood. (Kenny 9 he spoiled Tho)

"I don't know what I'd do without you." I smiled and he giggled.

It Was About 11:30 at night, kids were fed and in bed. I On the other hand was up , thinking about my options.

I either can leave with Lj, never return and have a 50% chance of never seeing Kenny again. Or I can stay here and get treated this way.

I love Kenny, that's the only family I've come to know but, I'm tired of suffering . Can I be happy ?

My Phone chimed with a text and I looked over to it , it was Lj.

Lawrence🤣💜🤞🏽:What's The Move Shawty. We Out Tonight ?

Vadaaaaa😋🔐:Yeah. & We Need To Talk. In Person.

Lawrence🤣💜🤞🏽:Ight , Bout To Pull Up.

Vadaaaaa😋🔐: Okay.

I Got up from the couch and slowly grabbed my book bag, I packed it with the little things I've come to own & the little clothes I cherish. I put the bag on my back and I Tip Toes towards Kenny's room .

I got inside and I looked down at his small face, I planted a sweet kiss on his cheek.

I wrote letter, 'You Know Sissy love you Baby, but Sissy Tired. I love you and I hate that I had to leave you like this but baby, you will always be in my heart and I hope I see you again. Watch Brasi too, even though he don't like me, he has a space in my heart. Y'all my boys❤️Be Good For Darren.'
-Sissy Vada .

I left the letter beside him and I crept out the doors of the house and into Lj's car.

"What's Wrong with ya face Shawty? Why You got yo bags?" Lj panicked.

"I'm running away, I can't take the beatings and disrespect. Can I Stay At Wit You Till I'm On My Feet." I Sat As He Pulled Off.

"Yeah Baby, What's Mines Is Yours." He Assured Me , I Smiled and Rubbed my painful stomach .

"I Love You Lj." I smiled.

"Love You Too Ma." He Replied.
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A/n:How Y'all Feel?Don't Sleep On Me It's SOOO MUCH TO COME!My Bad This Chapter Short but, It's Summer For Me & I Be Doin Other Shit. But I Ain't Forget About Y'all, The More Y'all Comment The Faster I Update. But Kenny Just A Sweetheart❤️Sad She Had To Leave Man. But What's Y'all Thoughts On Lj? & Kai'Jai? 🤣