POEMS

VI. Falling Apart

I was falling apart
And everything seemed useless
Holding onto my heart
Clutching onto the remaining bit of happiness

I feel empty as I walk on the street
Underneath the light of the moon
I don't have any idea where my feet are taking me
But maybe I'll stop soon

Cold air is embracing me
As if trying to greet my cold heart
Tiny raindrops began to pour
As if trying to cover my cold tears

I was drowning in my thoughts
And I couldn't find my way out
It was like endless, getting deeper and deeper
And bubbles appeared everytime I tried to shout

I felt helpless, hopeless
And I thought about giving up
Maybe this is where it all ends
Maybe after this, my suffering would stop

Darkness was starting to swallow me
I slowly close my eyes
Letting that painful feeling
Enter my heart that's as cold as ice

I have tried to fix everything
Including my shattered heart
The dream I was living in goes missing
And everything just falls apart

Everything I do goes to nothing
And maybe that's what it was meant to be
Maybe I was born to be nothing
So maybe I'll just stop hoping to be something