"Carrying Those Years"
It seems we've gone a long way...
And now, I'm left here on my own,
After I drifted away from you
And came back still alone.
My head's a bit messed up;
I never should've pushed you away...
Because I've lost everyone I loved--
Never should've gone astray...
I thought space was what I needed;
I'm sorry, I never knew how cold it would be,
But I guess, it's a bit too late
To say anything, I believe...
Now you're out there, living your life,
While I'm still here, where we both started,
At the bottom of the pit, sulking and regretting
Everything I should never had wanted.
It was out of greed when I thought it was best;
I've been blinded by hearsay and imagination;
Never should've gone, never should've left--
I should've treat us with caution.
But what was the use now?
The past cannot be brought back;
Neither will the friendship we had, keep running--
Neither will it start piecing together with that big crack.
It's my fault, I'm sorry...
I don't hope for you to forgive, nor shed tears;
Stay on your spotlight, I'll watch from afar--
Let me be the one to carry all those years...
(c) WhiteSecrets715 2014.
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Blurred Dreams
PoetryMy second poem collection. Mostly about my different outlooks in life. A poem collection about my feelings towards other people.
