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[Epilogue: Sad Ending]

Sumi (POV) 

After everything that I've been through, that we've been through, I couldn't accept to lose anyone else. I lost Jimin once, I almost lost Yura and Jungkook. My family was perfect, but it was broken due to a little problem and that was money. I guess perfect family doesn't exist, do they?

I've been walking around in the house for a long time now, thinking of what I should do next. I know that we've solved everything now and that everyone is finally safe but I could barely smile these days and I don't know why. I walked towards the window and leaned against the wall, staring out into the rain. As I stare into the rain, someone walked up to me and stood beside me. I look at that person and it was Yura. 

Yura: Why are you so quiet these days? Are you okay?

"I'm fine."

I answered but kept my attention out into the heavy rain. 

Yura: You're not okay? I can sense it. Come on, tell me what's wrong. 

"I can't. I don't know what's wrong with me. These days, I could barely smile and could barely have happiness."

Yura: What are you talking about? You're with Jungkook. Isn't that what you want?

I let out a heavy sigh and finally turned to her and gave her a worried expression.

"Yura. I was dead. I came back from the dead and that is not a normal thing for a human being. Ever since I came back from the dead, I can't feel happiness."

Yura: Then what do you feel?

"I feel cold. An empty darkness inside of me that I can't erase, that I can't explain. I'm worried."

Yura: About what?

"I'm worried that one day, I'll become like our father. That one day I'll eventually hurt Jungkook to the point where I could not stop."

Yura: You're not going to hurt him. You know that, yourself. 

"But you can't erase DNA, Yura."

I gave her a serious expression as she became speechless herself. I then stared back into the heavy rain. 

"I just ... ever since I met Jungkook, he's always been nice to me. He's always been there for me no matter how much I chase him away. I was doing fine before I met him."

Yura: You were suffering before you met him, don't forget that. He helped you become a better person, Jimin also knows that. 

"Jimin also try to make a better person and look at him. I almost destroyed him. It's like we're cursed and we can't do nothing about it."

Yura: Jimin got hurt and disappeared for years wasn't your fault. Jungkook knew that it would be dangerous for him to be around you but he decided to stay, because he cares about you, cause he loves you. 

"I once told myself that I can't have happiness. Happiness is just going to come back and destroy me all over again."

Yura: What are you trying to say?

I walked to a night stand and pulled out a letter along with a journal that I have kept. I walked back to Yura and gave it to her, as she stared at me in confused.