Letters

Draft #6

Natalie,

Hindi ko parin maintindihan. Bakit ayaw mo akong maghintay sayo? I want you. I want this to work. Why can't you trust me? Why can't you allow me? 

Hayaan mo ako. Kasi hindi ko naman gagawin yung ginawa nya sayo e. I hate that he did this to you. I hate how he wrecked you. I hate that what he did made you hard to trust people anymore. Because you shouldn't be like this. Hindi ka dapat takot magtiwala. Sure, you should choose who to trust, pero hindi dapat ganito.

You shouldn't be afraid of taking risks. You shouldn't always push people away once you found out that they want to take care of you. You shouldn't be afraid of opening up yourself to someone, of trusting someone. You shouldn't shut people out dahil lang iniisip mong hindi ka worth it hintayin. You're wrong because you're worth it. You're so worth it, and heaven knows how much I want to take care of you. How much I want to still be with you, kung hahayaan mo lang sana ako.

Hindi naman kami magkatulad e. Nath, magka-iba kami. Alam mo 'yon. So why did you pushed me away?

Handa naman akong maghintay. Handa akong kilalanin ka pa. You shouldn't be afraid.

Nath, nandito lang naman ako e. 

James