Chapter 18

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Flashback Love

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Flashback
Love. That was the word to describe how I felt about this girl. She was my start and my end. When she was hurt, I was hurt. She was literally the air that I breathed. But she was boring. She was to much of a good girl and she had to many problems. Leaving her was the worst and best decision of my life.

Leaving Oakland to pursue a music career is what I told her. But really I was leaving Oakland to get away from her. Looking back at it now I was a terrible boyfriend. Because her problems where to big for me to handle. I left her. If I didn't leave maybe Alex would still be alive. Maybe one of the best things that ever happened to me would still be in my life.

When I met Chanel it was 7 months into my long distance relationship. She was everything my girl wasn't. She was sexy not nerdy. She was flirtatious not awkward . She had more body. If I had known up front what Chanel would put me through I would have ran the other way.

Chanel had a way of drawing you in and then bleeding you dry all while batting her eyelashes, and giving you a pretty smile. I didn't want to cheat on Kehlani. We were high school sweethearts. I would honestly marry her if I had the chance. I caused her so much pain. The least I could do was send her someone who could take some of it away.

Kari was a really sweet kid in a messed up situation. A hoe for a mother and A rapper thug who had know idea about her existence.

I pray that my plan works. If it doesn't I don't really know what I will do.

 If it doesn't I don't really know what I will do

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