Flashback
Love. That was the word to describe how I felt about this girl. She was my start and my end. When she was hurt, I was hurt. She was literally the air that I breathed. But she was boring. She was to much of a good girl and she had to many problems. Leaving her was the worst and best decision of my life.Leaving Oakland to pursue a music career is what I told her. But really I was leaving Oakland to get away from her. Looking back at it now I was a terrible boyfriend. Because her problems where to big for me to handle. I left her. If I didn't leave maybe Alex would still be alive. Maybe one of the best things that ever happened to me would still be in my life.
When I met Chanel it was 7 months into my long distance relationship. She was everything my girl wasn't. She was sexy not nerdy. She was flirtatious not awkward . She had more body. If I had known up front what Chanel would put me through I would have ran the other way.
Chanel had a way of drawing you in and then bleeding you dry all while batting her eyelashes, and giving you a pretty smile. I didn't want to cheat on Kehlani. We were high school sweethearts. I would honestly marry her if I had the chance. I caused her so much pain. The least I could do was send her someone who could take some of it away.
Kari was a really sweet kid in a messed up situation. A hoe for a mother and A rapper thug who had know idea about her existence.
I pray that my plan works. If it doesn't I don't really know what I will do.
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PERSONAL {Book 1}
FanfictionKehlani Parrish has been through a lot. After dealing with the loss of her best friend, she doesn't think that she could ever let anyone else in. But when she gets an unexpected surprise. She'll have to learn to be open and PERSONAL.