Can we be together now? J.J

29. My everything

-Jackie's point of view

I smiled as I saw Brandon laying in my arms. I looked around and saw everyone either sleeping on the floor, or on the couch. I decided to get up and make everyone breakfast.

As I was making the eggs, I felt two pairs of arms snake around my waist.

"Morning." Brandon mumbled against my back.

"Good morning, how are you feeling?" I asked.

"I'm okay. I just can't believe that Tiny is gone." She whispered sadly.

"Me either, but we'll get through this together." I assured her, and kissed her lips.

Not much longer, everyone woke up and started to eat. We all had breakfast full of jokes, and laughs. Eventually, everyone left.

"I'm going back to my place to take a shower, and change. I'll be back." Brandon kissed my cheek before leaving.

I nodded and decided to start changing. I looked through my closet, and pulled out some jeans and a plain t-shirt. As I scrolled through twitter, a certain picture caught my eye. It was a picture of Brandon and Calum kissing.

I shook my head since it was probably an old picture. I payed close attention to the picture and noticed it was a recent picture. I couldn't help but think that this picture was from yesterday.

Anger filled my body as I threw the phone to the wall.

"Woah, what the hell was that?" Gilinsky asked coming into my room.

I pointed to my phone, but didn't say anything. Gilinsky picked up my phone, and looked at the now shattered screen. His eyes widened as he looked at me with a look I couldn't quite read.

"Do you think this was recently?" He asked.

"Probably. I mean, they did leave yesterday alone to burry Tiny in a hill." I shrugged, pointing at the field in the picture.

"What are you going to do?"

"Confront her! I can't be in a relationship if she's going to cheat on me!" I yelled while throwing my hands in the air.

"Alright dude, I'll be back. Call me if you need anything." He said before leaving.

Once I heard the front door shut, I broke down. This isn't fair. I've waited so long to have Brandon in my arms, and when I do, it goes wrong. I just don't understand how she could do this to me. We were perfect.

I slowly walked into my shower where I turned on the water. Once it warmed up, I entered as my naked body was exposed to the refreshing water. I cried. I cried for everything.

Lately, I've been getting a lot of hate. Everyone loves Gilinsky way more than me. He has the looks. The talent. The height. The smile. The hair. The eyes. The body. Everything a girl likes.

But me? I'm just a scrawny little pale boy who lives under his shadow with an ugly smile, unlike his. I don't deserve to be where I am. Gilinsky deserves it all. He is the face of Jack&Jack anyways.

When people meet us, they run towards Gilinsky first, no matter what. I have to stand there awkwardly as they tell him he's their everything, and hug the shit out of him. But when they reach me, they barely touch me, and make the 'hug' quick.

It was too good to be true. How could a girl like Brandon like a boy like me? I'm clearly useless. It wouldn't make much of a difference if I were gone.

My sobs filled the air as my whole body started to shake. My thoughts ran to a place where no human should go, yet we still manage to take ourselves to such circumstances. It isn't fair.

It's not my fault that I'm the ugly one.

-Brenda's point of view

I walked up to Jackie's house and let myself in. I heard water running, meaning one of the boys was taking a shower. I walked upstairs to Jackie's room where I saw his phone laying on the bed.

I walked close to it and noticed there was a picture of Calum and I kissing. My eyebrows furrowed in confusion as to why he looked at the picture. This picture was taken when Calum and I were together.

I then heard soft cries coming from the restroom. I opened the door, and walked in.

There he stood, his fragile body was barely capable of supporting itself as his beautiful eyes were bloodshot.

"Jackie!" I gasped and walked closer.

"Why'd you do it?" He asked.

"Do what?" I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.

"Why'd you cheat? Did I not make you happy enough? Is Calum too good?"

That's when I started connecting the pieces. He saw the picture where Calum and I were kissing, and thought I cheated on him.

"Baby, no! That's an old picture!" I shook my head.

"Don't lie to me!" He yelled.

"I'm not lying! That's an old picture!"

"I know I'm not good enough, but couldn't you at least have the decency to tell me that you don't love me?"

I felt my heart shatter. Is that really what he thinks?

"Jackie, baby," I mumbled. "I love you, and only you. That was an old picture when we WERE dating. I'm with you now."

His sobs didn't cease.

I walked over to him and entered the running shower. I sat in front of him, waiting for him to react.

"I'm not good enough. Not for you only, but also for the fans. I'm always the ugly scrawny boy that nobody likes." He sobbed.

"Oh darling, that's not true. Come, I'll help you." I said, offering my hand for help.

He took it and stood up. I wrapped a towel around him, and sat him on his bed. I quickly helped him change before I put on dry clothes. We both laid next to each other, enjoying every moment of it.

"You are not worthless, you are my everything. Sure, Gilinsky is not ugly and has many girls dying for him, but compared to you, he's nowhere near being as amazing as you. I like you for you, not for your rapping skills or fame. You aren't like most boys. Jackie, I fell in love with you because you aren't like Gilinsky. He's the type of guy that knows he can get any girl, but you don't. You're insecure, and I want to help you burst that bubble. Without you, Jack&Jack would be nothing! If the fans hate on you, it's because they're not real fans. You are so underrated, and it's not fair. They should take a close look at your beautiful blonde hair. Your big, bright, blue eyes that I've fallen for. Your small smile that somehow lightens up my existence. You're not scrawny, your body is the most beautiful thing I've seen. You're paleness shines in the sun, making you even more handsome. So that's why I'm here to appreciate you as a boyfriend, and as an amazing human being. You're worth more than you think you are, and that's called being humble. It's called being yourself. Dammit, can't you see that you're my everything?! I love YOU, Jack Edward Johnson."

By the time I was finished, I had tears streaming down my face. Jackie gently cupped my cheeks, and kissed me softly. Our lips moved in sync as I crawled closer if possible.

"That means a lot to me, I love you." Jackie smiled breathlessly.

-Jackie's point of view

My smile grew bigger as she looked at me in the eyes with passion. I had been wrong to jump into conclusions so quickly, but Brandon was there for me. She got into the shower with me to help me out. I love her.

She's my everything.