Five months, twenty eight days.
Jahseh is more popular than ever now. Most of them are haters but that won't bug him. I hope. Everyone still thinks he hit Geneva. Fucking pricks. Even if he did, I'd still feel the same towards him.
I flick a nug of weed of the couch I'm sitting on and look back to the tv. I'm really not watching it so I don't know why it's even on. Isiah and the boys went out to do a deal and party tonight but I wasn't feeling it. I haven't done pills in weeks. I still smoke and shit though. I press the okay button and look at the time. It's only 5:58 only. I go upstairs and grab a hair straightener. Nothing better to do I guess. On my way to the stairs Jahsehs door catches my attention. I walk over and open the door slowly. I'm overcome by the smell of Jahseh as soon as I walk in. His MacBook is still open on his desk and his sheets are still messy. I climb into his bed and under the covers, enjoying the smell. God I miss him. Why am I ignoring him? I need him. He needs me. Fuck. I wonder what secrets he has in his MacBook. I smirk and get up from the bed, jogging over to his desk. I click on a key and the screen opens to a selfie we took a couple years ago. Jahseh, Isiah, Pipe and I. Jahseh has me in his arms. I'm laughing and he's looking down at me, smiling. Pipe has an arm around my free shoulder, also looking at me laughing. Isiahs the one taking the selfie. He's looking into the camera, his mouth wide open in a smile. I chuckle a little and close the close it. If Jahseh wanted me to know his secrets, he would tell me. My phone rings and I run over to Jahsehs bed where I left it. I look at the caller ID before answering, just in case it's my mom. Unknown caller. I raise my eyebrows and press the phone to my ear.
"Hello?"
Shoooortttt but I had to finally leave a cliffhanger. Thank you thank you thank you!!! ❤️❤️
